FAY NA

2010-09-18T05:45:00.001-07:00

Dear blog readers, sorry if I didn't update my blog for a veryyyy long time. Just living life the way it is so nothing much to say :)
HAPPY EID MUBARAK TO ALL! :D

xoxo<3

2010-03-17T06:28:00.001-07:00

Grandad bought a box of Tayaş damla sweets which were made in Turkey. They are of the 'centre filled fruit chews' kind. Omggg, so nice!! :D

Well, everything went really well today. Had a great time with him although we didn't manage to catch Dear John. Lol xD Gonna enjoy my life a lot now with someone awesome by my side :)
Love You!

2010-03-16T05:35:00.000-07:00

MY BABYYYY!! ^^
I supersuperduper love it.

2010-03-15T08:40:00.000-07:00

I'm only human.
I do make mistakes.
I've offended a lot of people in the past.
But deep down my gut tells me that I've made countless mistakes.
So here's an apology to anyone I've done wrong to.

Both friend or foe.
But trust me, in my heart I have no foes.
I don't hate anyone. But obviously I used to.
But now I'm just too tired to hate. It does nothing.

I just wanna live a simple happy life now.
I hope all of you forgive me.
If I've ever come across as trying to be perfect, forgive me.
Let me assure you. I'm not perfect at all. In fact i suck most of the time.
Thank goodness I have forgiving loved ones who never give up on me.

Let me make a list of my negatives: -
(01) I'm temperamental.
(02) I'm sensitive.
(03) I'm emotional.
(04) Sometimes I do say things without considering if it would hurt anyone's feelings. Oops. =x
(05) I used to go out with guys behind my bf's back. Eeeek! =/
(06) I used to be a habitual liar.

Number(2) and (3) My oh my. I cry easily. I get hurt easily. And I love the comfort I get from bestfriends and especially boyfriend's. Heh ^^
Number (4) Got me into trouble a lot of times. Like friend's conflicts etc.
Number (5) Wow right. And yet dear bf forgave me for all that.
You see how lucky I am to have found him?
And (6) OMGGG, I really mean habitual liar. I would even lie about the dumbest things.

I'm over that phase though.
Seriously man, my teen years suck big time.

Lastly, I love all of my loved ones. My family, bestfriends, and boyfriend. I love you people ttm! <3

xoxo, finah

2010-03-14T06:06:00.001-07:00

I miss you badly.
I need you badly.
Dear, fix me.

2010-03-13T05:11:00.001-08:00

It is completely irrational - I do miss him!

Almost every woman has been faced with the heart ache of a man she loves deciding he wants the relationship to be over. When it happened to me, I felt as though I was watching the only man I loved walking out of my life for good. My life came screeching to a halt and all I really wanted was for him to take me back. Sorry if you really think I sounds abit like a desperate/pushover. But this is really how I felt deep inside. =/

It didn’t take long before that he was told me that he's seeing someone new. This only made the pain I was feeling worse. I couldn’t understand how he could go from loving me to spending time with a new girl just weeks later. I knew she couldn’t be right for him, I just didn’t know how to get that point across to him. What do you expect she's only secondary 2 girl.

I made a huge mistake. I was emotional, almost hysterical. I'm that emotional, gosh. A caring and very honest bestfriend finally told me that I needed to change what I was doing if I wanted any chance with him again. My whole approach, up to that point, consisted of crying. It wasn’t working and the more time that passed, the more panicked I was becoming.

I decided that it was time for me to get serious about getting him back. I loved him and I wanted him and I wasn’t about to lose him forever to anyone else. I really can't bring myself up to tell him. But my thoughts just keep going back to him. Eventhough there's a new person who likes me & I might like him back. (I ain't boasting.) I just feel like too big a piece of my life is gone. I miss the times we had as a couple, the things we do, random chats, lame and retarded jokes, hang outs, etc. Gosh, I can't believe I'm saying these kinda things here in cyber space.

I remember the first time we kissed, I remember the first time we held hands.
Dear blog, I can honestly say that I still love him a lot.

Uhhhhhh, damn, I know we tend to remember the good & forget the bad. I'm starting to feel like I didn't appreciate enough the good sides, like I should've given him another chance. Sighhhh.

* Just venting if nothing else. I just really miss him. And I really hope he knows that.

xoxo, finah.
Cute boy, I love you. I really do. Be mine again?
<333
(Okay, gonna turn in now. I feel so much better blogging this. Goodnight!)

2010-02-22T00:51:00.001-08:00

Life is cruel sometimes. There is a need to compromise.

My feelings shouldn't be put into consideration as they know better than to let me handle my own life. I am guessing to ask for my life is a tad too much now, is it ? They always say life doesn't revolve around just me. But I thought I should be the one planning for my own? No? Eh? Well then. I'll lead your life for you from this moment on, shall I?

Maybe I wasn't being fair to the people around me. It's just not maybe, it's the fact. Right? Sigh. I ought to put their feelings into consideration before I make any decision. I do not mind being the unhappy kid after everything just as long as they are happy. Whoever needed me to be there, I'll be there. Whoever felt like everything has been said and done, I'll be more than happy to leave them alone. What is it with me being too nice and almost unselfish ? Pffft. I ought to make a stand. But then, I am afraid to hurt their feelings. I didn't mind all those times and years I felt like a door mat. Why start now, right? I ought to be selfish once in awhile. The question is, WHENNNNNN?!

P/S: Sorry for leaving my blog unactive for 2 months plus. I miss blogging.
Town now or tomorrow? Hmmmmmm.

2010-01-01T06:58:00.000-08:00

A New Year, A New Beginning. Happy New Year People! It's 2010! :D

Well, basically I had my New Year spent watching the countdown over at the open field opposite Khatib mrt. It was not fun, at all. Most of it was Chinese songs. Sian leh. Had late dinner with dad and lil bro at New York Pizza. Hawaiian Pizza, as usual. Omggg, yummy. And the mat there was sucha a sweet that he gave me a free A&W drink cause dad ordered only 2 cans and I need to share with lil bro. Haha xD Z came after that and watched with us throughout the countdown.

I am sure 2010 will be an awesome year for everyone!

xoxo <3

2009-12-27T06:42:00.000-08:00

Kak Herni & Abg Aswandi wedding. Congrats! :D

Cousins! <333

Nadia, Rina, Myself (:

Kak Herni and Granddad.

Myself, Rina, Nadia.

Bestest grandmums. <333

2009-12-10T21:57:00.000-08:00

Outing to ION, Bugis Junction.

GUESS WHO WE MET AT ION TOPMAN?!
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SYARIF SLEEQ and her girlfriend, Malaque.

Syarif and Myself.

Malaque, Bestie Fiqah, Syarif.

Malaque, Nadirah, Syarif.

At Raffles Place.

While waiting for ZQ,ZH,TT.

Joel, ZH, Myself, Nadirah.

LOLOLOLOLOLOL!! :P

XOXO

2009-12-08T06:16:00.000-08:00

Went cycling today with Nadirah. It was last minute plan but it turned out to be very fun and a tiring day for me (; It's been years since I last cycle. LOL! Reached there, omg it was sooo windy and we just enjoy the beautiful place and the strong wind. Very relaxingggg. Stayed there about 30mins or less there and cycle-d back to my house. Met Z and he sent me home. (:
Pictures, nowwwwww.

Town tomorrow with Z and friends? Basketball? Cycle (again)? Or relax at home? Work at Clake Quay with Z? But I've got soooo many plans ahead! Urgh, I can't seem to make up my mind.
xoxo

2009-12-05T05:23:00.001-08:00

This gonna be a short post. So yeah, with nothing but positive things to say about my first day, you might be wondering about that “sick and tired” bit. My God, stomach cramps, I seriously hate it. It’s now 9.22pm and I’ve been lazing all day. I feel horrible. I’ve had this feeling before, and think it’s obviously of my first day period. Urgh.

Will see what the morning brings, but it’s somewhat disheartening that I might already can't join my family to go out tomorrow. I just don't have the mood to do anything now. -.-''!!
I hope I will help survive on my periods. LOL!

2009-12-04T06:44:00.001-08:00

Ah, I apologize for such a VERRRRRY long time of NOT updating my blog. I just don't feel like updating? (Lol) Today is 4th December. Exactly one more month till school re-opens. (My birthday too. Heh^^) Urgh, okay anyway, I'm soooo bored now. Catch a movie, on the fone, internet, tv, read books. They say life isn't worth wasting, and I'm sitting here talking to my computer, telling it to hurry up and load cause I don't have much time to waste.

Someone, jio me out. Please. Haha, sounds pathetic, much? I need to go shopping soon. I wanna go out and have the time of my life.
Okay dokay!

P/s: Lastly I couldn't help by feeling guilty. My intentions were good which to help you to solve the problem. But it wasn't successful. I'm so sorry dear..

xoxo

2009-11-27T04:00:00.000-08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha!
(pictures)

Cuzzy Iqa with the never smile baby girl.

It's veryyyy hard to make her smile.

Cuzzies! Rina, Lisa and Syasya. Miss you girls! Meet up sooooonn! :D

Myself and lil bro. He was force to take this picture with me. Hehe ^^

Kachingsssssssss!! $$!

Total of $84 I've got that day! :D

xoxo

2009-11-26T07:51:00.000-08:00

First picture for the night. Otw to Holiday Inn Parkview Hotel (: Nadirah is sooo adorable la! xD

Cliques.

Myself and Sela (: Pink painted nails are gorgeous eh Sela? (;

YaQi and myself (; She wore fake eyelashes. For the first time! Prettyyy! :D

Myself and Abdillah.

ZH and myself. We both look like as if we're from R.O.M huh xD

I love this one too! (:

Helmy and myself (; You wasnt ready. xP

Farhanah and myself. Black and white!

Hadi and myself (; Go white!! :D

She's soooo damn adorable! She called me a Princess! Cikgu Maslin's daughter.

Myself and Zi Peng (;

My primary school friendddddddd! Myself and Dylan.

I pose so bitch -y. LOL! Myself and Rasul.

Pink boy! Myself and Irfan.

Fayyad and myself.

My bestiee! Nurafiqah!

Prom king! Azziruan. This picture looks like as if I'm butt -ing out. I swear IM NOTT!!

Cikgu Maslin and her adorable daughter.

Ncc cadet friend! Myself and Jun Sheng.

My favourite pic!

Last picture for the day. They're sooo cute! ZQ and Nadirah (;

Yesterday night was our Orchid Park Secondary School Prom Night 2009.

Omggg, seriously I don't know how to start! So many things to write about in this blog post, so many things flying through my head, well, let the pictures do the talks too yeah. I really enjoyed myself. Heck care for all the rushing for time, of being late for my appoinment for make up at Ngee Ann City and hairdo, not getting my contact lens. Urgh! I was fretting, really. So I kind of wasn't enjoying prom's dinner cause my 'eye'(Nadirah) person keep walking around to take pics. Thinking of so badly that she wasn't beside me all the time. Lol, cause I can't really see!! ROFL. Both of us, me and Nadirah were late. We reached at 7.45pm. I'm getting nervous Idk why? Maybe because first time wearing like that? Or, maybe I'm not wearing lens or specs? T.T When we entered the grand ballroom. I was STUNNED! =.= My 1st prom really cannot compare with this, GREAT AMBIANCE and nice lighting and damn nice decorative, our table, our seats! Althou I didn't get to sit next beside my prom partner. Heh ^^ I really gotta clap for the prom night committee members, they really did a good job! Frankly speaking, all the sec4/5 girls dolled up were so so so duper pretty,but then I don't dare to say I'm one of them. I'm not BHB! LOL! xD I was so princess -sy, Nurafiqah bestie was effing seductive and Nadirah & Qirah nearly made me cannot recognize! OMGODDDDD, my girls were so SIZZLING HOT that night! My prom partner was handsome and smart that night as well. He really did wear blazer, cause I told him to! ^^

Talking about FOOD -not bad! 4/5! It was replete! Althou my prom partner made me jealous by saying they had shark fin! OMGG, so sedappp!! Haha! Thanks to the committee member again. No dance performance! D: We were all busy cam-whoring and talk, took lots of photo as well, but then to me it was not enough! Like, seriously!
Mr Naufal really was so awesome! He have a very powerful voice which I cannot even compared with. He really was the king of the night man. LOL! Reason why I said this is because, he brought everyone's spirit up that night!
The night was full of fun as when the music being played. Everyone was sooo damn high to the max when the song, Nobody was being played. And my all time favourite song, HOTEL ROOM SERVICE by Pitbull!! xD
The food were greatttt. Especially the pudding. Oh, yummy!!

After it all had ended, prom partner texted me and told me to wait outside. Went home with my prom partner, Nadirah, Zhi Qiang and Wee Liang. We took the last train home. Was so damn paiseh la taking mrt using that kind of dress! Like, as if I just came back from R.O.M! Prom partner sent me home. We dropped at Khatib and walked. My leg hurts like hell man! HEELS KILLS MY TOES AND FEET!! Blame my prom partner for this cause he want drop at Khatib! xP No la, jkjk. Don't be angry k. I'm glad you've walked me home yesternight (; Reached my block, wished my prom partner happy birthday and hand him the birthday gift. A hug and a goodbye after that. (;

P/s: More pictures of prom night have been uploaded in Facebook!
xoxo

2009-11-24T22:56:00.000-08:00

Prom night is right around the corner(well, it's 2 days before. considering I'm blogging about yesterday), and we still have a lot of shopping to do. I've got my dress, heels, an evening bag, hair accessories, and make up all done. Except for my manicure and pedicure. Appoinment is at evening later. All these things are adding up to a lot of money, just for that night we want to be perfect.

Prom shopping with dear friends yesterday. No, not for myself. That would be a little, well.. weird. Serene, Zhao Hong, Terence, Brandon, Kit hong, Ying Song, Zi Liang, Zhao Xiang, and my bestie Fiqah(later). Cause she said the day before to join us later after she had gone for her dress hunt. Went to ION Orchard, Far East Plaza, Marina Square. The guys, Brandon, Kit Hong and Terence have not even buy their prom clothes! So we survey for shops that sells affordable blazers and vests. And Zhao Xiang just bought a jeans at Zara. Wow, I didn't know me and Zhao Xiang have the same fashion taste. He adores Zara and Armani Exchange label as much as I do. Isnt it greatttt?! Well, last minute prom shopping has never been so easy.

“I only need a hundred dollars.”
“What?! Isnt that alot? You can just use NETS don't have to draw out your money.”
“That’s a waste of money for something you’ll never wear again.”
“No it’s not. It’s the most important night of my life.”

Walking, shopping, chatting with them were fun later. I thought I would be lonely cause I'm the only Malay. I'm trying not to be racist. Cause afterall, we're living in a multi racial country! It was abit weird and awkward at first though. Hehe (; We went to FEP. And headed towards Anna Nucci for heels. Where a shop assistant in a skinny jeans with heels and too much make-up managed to be ingratiating and condescending at the same time (quite a skill set!). “I found it, I found my heels!” Serene said, looking so adorable in that pair of white heels with a ribbon at the side. “And it’s a bargain. Only $26+!” So, great! Fiqah tried a few body hugging dresses and damn! It was sooo sexy ayeeee! I was also required to take cellphone photos of each outfit for comparison purposes later. LOL! :D Good, that I've bought my dress. So no one will have the same dress as me and whats more, it only come in one piece. If there's someone who gonna wear the same, that would be a disaster!

“What about that shop over there?” I asked, trying to sound upbeat as I pointed to a little boutique across the mall at Marina Square. It was Club Marc if I'm not wrong.
“I don’t think so,” she answered in a tone indicating I’d just suggested we look for her dress at a FEP—the same tone she’d used every time I’d tried to pick out a dress from the rows and rows of them in Club Marc store.
“Go on, take a look,” I said. “You never know…It's red plus body hugging!”
“Oh, all right.” *Grabs the dress and random heels to try*

She went there to take a quick look around and I popped out and standing outside the dressing room in an item in which she looked undeniably stunning, well just one word, SEXY. Haha, okay I sound so lesbian -ish. LOL! Whatever. She's my bestfriend afterall? xP

Pictures( Some were Serene's )

At food court. ZH and Fiqah.

Bestie, Myself, Serene! ^^

o.O Sexy posing? Yeah? Sexy much? :D While waiting for Zhao Xiang to try his Zara jeans.

Poor Terence Tan gotta carry sooo many shopping bags.

The guys (;

All in all it was a GREAT day! Manicure and Pedicure session later in the evening with ZH!
(Sorry it was kinda wordy. Lol, I'm just in the blogging mood now. ^^)
Toodles!
Have a great one!
xoxo

2009-11-23T08:42:00.000-08:00

I <333333 my people!

ZH gonna pei wo do Mani Pedi later. Yayyyy! :D Toodles! Fyi it's 12.47AM now. Haha, and I'm still chatting on MSN with ZH and Aqil.
Good night! Sugaaaaaa dreams!

xoxo

2009-11-18T00:02:00.000-08:00

Life's a lil weird & when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours,we join up in mutual weirdness & call it love.

One week until my school prom. Are you kidding me?! And everyone is getting ready for prom. Oh, all gonna be sooo hotsy totsy that night!
I'm sure every girl have been spending weeks to find the perfect a dress to wear. Well, and a guy will actually have it much easier. There are far less choices in colours and styles, and finding the right fit is generally much less of a concern for guys than it is for girls. Like, just get a blazer and formal shoes will do. Bought my prom dress a few days back. Hopefully it will NOT get stained or wrinkled before the event cause it's white.

Well, I am pretty excited for our prom night that will be held next week Wednesday at Holiday Inn Park View Hotel. I really cannot wait until the prom! Althou I'm not fully prepared for it. Haha. I already have my dress, it is white and and puffy, decorated with diamonds. The puffiest dress ever! Huahuahua. Actually, I just saw this design in one of the most popular fashion magazine, and I thought that it would be just perfect for my prom. I have seen there lots of prom dresses but this one really caught my eye. Before prom, all my friends are going to gather and we are going to get ready all together, helping each other with make up and stuff. Maybe not for me cause I've got a instant makeover over at Ngee Ann City. Heh ^^ It’s going to be a blast!

3D Nail Art. Veryyyyy chio righttt?!

xoxo

2009-11-14T07:48:00.000-08:00

Sorry for not updating. ^.^ I've been really busy. Hehe. The past week has been amazing!

Nuf said.

Anyway, I still haven't get my prom stuffs! Zzzz. Appointment for make up and eyebrow shaping have been made on my prom day itself at Ngee Ann City. Next gonna make an appoinment for my mani pedi, hairdo etc etc. Damn it. So many thingssssssss! Heading down to town tomorrow with dear mummy for, Shoppinggg!! Yay :D

Okay I noticed this earlier and was wondering who else has noticed this. xxx is the sign for straight edge, yet its also associated with porn and sex and stuff like that to people who have no idea what straight edge is. The 3 x's when referring to straight edge represent the 3 things that we stay away from. ( Drugs, sex, and alcohol. ) Is it just me or is that kinda weird how one thing that straight edge people don't engage in (sex) is also associated with the same symbol? I want some feedback cause I think I'm crazy even if I don't know you please tell me what you think on this issue. -.-

xoxo, finah
<333

2009-11-06T06:46:00.000-08:00

A good start and a good ending to today.

Headed to town and watched Michael Jackson; This Is It the movie. It was great thou althou I'm not a fan of MJ. Was comprising with Ain thou cause I wanted to watched Jennifer's Body but then ZH wasn't 16 yetttttt and Ain don't fancy those type of movie. Oh well. (;
Well, it was my very first time watching that kinda type of movie. Like the musical/documentary type of movie. Oh and MJ's songs are really too nice to listen.

Basically is a footage about his behind-the-scenes rehearsals he prepared for his last concert. I was really hoping they will show him rehearsaling "Heal the world". That's one of my favourite song! :D Quite a number of songs are kinda quite new to me. But somehow, I'm quite touched about his devotion towards music. Gosh, I loveeeee his music! And all thanks to Ain eh. Haha <3>

Oh! I sooo gotta blog about this. This is really funny. We had our late lunch at KFC and I did get a coke but I didn't get to use the toilet just before the movie starts, and just 30mins after the movie starts, I feel like, pee -ing! Seriously! I was sooo damn uncomfortable sitting. I asked Ain, ''Psssttt, is the exit door locked? I gotta pee!!'' Ain, ''I think it's not locked. Eh, idk? Just tahan la. I wanna watch MJ. So hush. Or, you asked ZH. '' Zzzz. And so I asked ZH. Haha, and guess what, he said, the door was locked! -__- So I told him to asked this ang moh beside him. (and 2 sits besides ZH, the guy is HOT! Haha! =x ) Since, I really cannot tahan, I just go to the exit door. And when I entered the toilet, it was full! And whoever was inside, get out now. I tahan(ed) my pee for you, you toilet hogger! Ergh! -.-'' Oh, anyways, I cannot tahan ang moh kids. Makes me wanna marry an ang moh and have ang moh campur babies. Awww, so adorable right. Hahahahhaa! WTF! xP Okay, whatever. And as soon as I got home, had a quick washed up and now on my lappy to check my emails. (; Tomorrow gonna be a tiring day. 2 wedding ceremonies to attend.

rest well &
have a good one (:
xoxo

2009-11-04T23:49:00.001-08:00

Hola! Well, everyone is out to work or, are finding a job. But, I didn't. Zzzzz.
I was born to be a slacker. I had most of my week sleeping for long hours. (11-12 hours or so..?) Just incase you're wondering if its nice waking up so late everyday, let me kill your curiosity, cause yes, its SHIOK. (: BFF said, I sleep like a pig! Hahahahaha! WTF! But lately, everything's been so tiring, and I dont get why. I feel so.. lethargic all the time. All I did at home is to eat, read my books, watch tv, texting, on the fone with my girls, on my lappy, sleep. Sounds soooo boring and plain right.
-.-
Oh yeah, I dont get it either. Sometimes some people just make you wonder whats really going on in their minds. Haha, like seriously, its weird. o.O

Have a good one!
xoxo

2009-11-01T23:30:00.001-08:00

BOOOOOOOOOO! xP

HAHA! This web sms text convo really made me ROTFLMFAO.
(Rolling on the Floor Laughing my Fucking Ass Out Off my Teeths)
-OMG
Fake.no?

2009-10-31T00:31:00.001-07:00

Am sorry for not updating. Life's been hard on me.
Take care guys. :)

2009-10-30T23:36:00.000-07:00

HAPPY SWEET 16TH BIRTHDAY,
NURUL AQIRAH!
xoxo <3

2009-10-25T23:17:00.000-07:00

I look wayyy matured than my actual age in this photoshoot D:

Lil bro <333

I’m quite complicated. I can’t even figure myself out sometimes. I’m still learning, still growing, and still realizing new things about myself every day.
I’m finally bringing myself back to life. For awhile there, I didn’t know where I was going to end up. I’m bringing back all the things I love and miss.
I’m reading again, writing again, and talking again. I’m letting the world back into my brain.
I love learning new things, and always looking to go on an adventure to explore the unknown.
I hate when people make decisions without thinking about them first. I give give give and never expect anything in return. Giving is enough satisfaction for me. I’m constantly working to improve myself, so take it or leave it. I'm just me, and I wouldn't have it any other way.
ciao (meeting BFF to MUG on our MATHS now.)

xoxo

2009-10-20T23:47:00.000-07:00

RESULTS RESULTS RESULTSZXSZZXSX!!
I feel a lil bit shitty today. fuxkzxs!

OK. i just got my results. bloody hell.

OMG.

OMGOMGOMG!

Maths O levels are getting nearer (5 MORE DAYS! ) and everyone is mugging extremely hard. And me, just started to mug YESTERDAY! -.-'' Please mug hard everybody to all fellow Maths O level takers, you surely wont want to cry over spilled milk which when you take your result back where everyone celebrating. Just only for this stupid period only or you will regret your whole fucking life.

Well, I SHOULD stop finding excuses to everything. I know where I'm weak in, and MUST learn from it.

Stress! I still feel that there are soooo many things to catch up these week as well as next week. I am somewhere there and I want to keep on going. Mug mug and mug. I am going crazy. Hopefully O level maths I could at least get a pass. Which is C5/6? I still have some type of maths questions left unknown. Looks like is rush hour to fulfill a mission impossible.
Wish you guys taking your O Maths on 27 and 18 Oct, ALL THE BEST!

To: You-know-who
Hey, well firstly, I would like to start off with I am really sorry for the way I acted earlier this morning. I know its kinda rude to just walk away without saying thank you to you and gives you a firm handshake. I just.. froze and wasn't thinking what to do. =/
Lastly, thanks for your congrats. (Although I'm not graduating so soon.) (;

Hermia; Thank you for the warmest hug! ;D <33

Off to meet BFF now.
ciao

2009-10-19T23:38:00.000-07:00

Oh how I detest the male ego.
It's been quite some time since I've updated frequently.

The holidays are here, and so are the exams. Maths O level paper which is 6 more days! :O I really can't wait for it all to be over. And yet again, if it is over, it only means that it's closer to the year which I will be taking all my other O subjects!!
And for the next few days, I'll be mugging for the my Maths O papers ahead so woohoo. (?!)
Gonna shop with ZH tomorrow at ION Orchard! Haha! Wanna get my PINK DIAMANTE optical mouse at New Look(Hopefully) and Cotton On cardigan for Naddy. (;

Okay ciao
See ya!

XOXO

2009-10-16T00:50:00.000-07:00

I need to find somebody who can't sleep at night
Without holding me... without holding me tight
I want someone who sees me all the time in their dreams
And then wakes up thinking just of me
Spent time on my own
Spent time being free
Now I just wanna be

Overloved
Over *needed*
Over wanted
Over missed when I'm away
Overloved
Over dreamed of
Over cared about
Over everything
I'd give anything to be overloved

I want someone who can't wait to kiss me again
Even though it's been a minute since they last did
Want someone who loves love songs
And dedicates them to me
And two loving arms never out of reach
Been fine all alone
Did fine being free
This time I wanna be
This time I wanna be

Overloved
Over needed
Over wanted
Over missed when I'm away
Overloved
Over dreamed of
Over cared about (Over cared about)
Over everything
I'd give anything to be overloved

Want someone to talk to me with talk so sweet
Want someone who's there to share their world with me (Oh baby)
I've been too lonely for too many nights
This time I need someone here in my life
This time I want someone holding me tight
Been under kissed, under touched
Now I just wanna be

Overloved
Over needed
Over wanted
Over missed when I'm away
Overloved
Over dreamed of
Over cared about
Over everything
I'd give anything to be overloved

I just wanna be
Overloved
By someone who's over in love with me
overloved
Over kissed over touched over missed

Oh I just wanna be overloved

OVERLOVED.

2009-10-15T07:56:00.000-07:00

OMGGGG!! He's sooo damn adorable la! ;D

XOXO

2009-10-12T23:44:00.000-07:00

They are the MOST cutest pair of Coach flats I have ever seen!

IM FEELING VERY HAPPY! VERY VERY VERY HAPPYYYY!! :D
Like, FINALLY! I've got my very own pair of COACH flats!! :D :D
Ohhh, I can't wait to wear 'em!! Omg, theyre so damn adorableeee!! They would be even cuter in PINK. hehe(: Solid coloured flats are better for casual wear. I thought these were cute for wearing with jeans. I love them, especially the bow, more like a girl next door look [:
Gotta wait till the next day out to wear these outside though! T_____T

XOXO

2009-10-10T01:27:00.000-07:00

Going to Semb library to study with BFF, ZH!
Currently waiting for him to bath. -___________-
Will do a proper update soon.
XOXO

2009-10-09T09:04:00.001-07:00

Finally, I went to catch a movie! With my dear BFFs, Redha Nasuha & Zhao Hong. (; Plus, Redha's bf. We catch Tsunami At Haeundae at Cineleisure. I've been having 3riple crunch at LJS for 5 days straight! :O I'm gonna be FAT soon! xD Things have changed for the better these days. Muahahahaha! :D

Well, the movie was great. I nearly cried! xD Also, there is noticeable imbalance in breathing life to each of the characters. While at that, some of the scenes or "dead time" can be rather doesn't make any sense(?). HAHA, lol.
The effect on the "Tsunami" is well done and captured, capturing the characters' panicky emotions well when disaster is about to strike. Cool! Especially when an impressive visual effect of the giant killer wave ramming into thousands of people at the beach(with those Korea babes in bikinis and hunks in trunks are running for their life) and slamming into high rise buildings. Well, it looks like Hollywood has finally met its competitor! :D

All in all, "Tsunami at Haeundae" is recommended for all thrill seekers and fans of disaster films. Love ittt! I've got my COACH Flats and VS wristlet today! :D
Pics will be uploaded. SOON, I guess? x)
P/s: ZH, sorry I didn't get to go home with you. Hope you're not late for your training just now. (: For our next outing, NO more skinnies okay? xP Keep it that way. (;

xoxo, finah<3

2009-10-07T20:24:00.000-07:00

O-M-G, they're so damn adorable!!

Diamante Encrusted Pen. (:

Baby PINK Diamante Embellished Optical Mouse.

Diamante Encrusted Flash Drive.

Those rhinestone flash drive with all over diamante stud detail!

HOT PINK Multimedia USB Speakers.

With those bright PINK , stylish speakers cases. (:

2009-10-06T20:40:00.000-07:00

It's the EOY (End Of Year) Exam Period now. Dear friends are taking their N levels too.
Everyone is feeling oh-so-stress!

Went to Yishun library yesterday with my dear BFF, Zhao Hong to study. Thanks for accompanying me :D
Brought only chapter 2 of my SS notes! So I gotta re -read it. For like 3 times!
Keep on learning on the good things about Healthcare, Medisave, Medishield blahblahblah. SS keep studying the good things about Singapore only. Zzzz. Learn until super sian liao then asked BFF to accompany me go LJS to buy dinner. (:

Today is the first day of my exam. Cause last week is my advance exams. I have Social Studies exam. SS SBQ ques was an okay for me. But when it comes to SEQ, my memory can't absorb much leh. I was in a rush writing SEQ cause I'm left with 15mins! Suddenly hp vibrate. BFF texted me. Was shocked at first. HAHAHA, FUNNY! XP

I don't want to dwell on this. I must write down my feeling here. If I don't do it, I will be very unhappy. Now I am happy again, I have another thinking with my SS exam. I believe I can have a prolly a better result this time. I enjoy to have an exam however it is very difficult for me. Lol ;P
POA paper tomorrow! Asked Ain for some guidance on POA. Meeting her in half an hour time.

Currently waiting for Ain to call while chatting with my smelly BFF on MSN! HAHA ;D

2009-10-02T06:31:00.000-07:00

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2009-10-01T01:10:00.000-07:00

xoxo, finah

2009-09-28T06:49:00.000-07:00

Attentionnnn! My 2nd BFF is Wooi Zhao Hong! :D :D
( Thanks ZH for chatting with me throughout our MSN convo just now ;] )

Today, school as per normal. Lessons as per normal too. But there's no N level students in our class throughout the week. They're having study break for this week. No Ain D; Okay, so after school met Clara at Yishun Interchange and we headed to Yishun library cause I need to pay fees of $2.70! We had lunch @ this Japanese restaurant. Did my Chemistry TYS. Had a vv long chats. (:

Hunny, he's not worth your time. You're a very sweet and nice girl. Remember hunn what I've told you, what goes around comes around. Believe in karma aite hunn! I feel you babe. It would just make you look immature if you went around telling people. If it comes up specifically, go right ahead and tell the truth but don't go out of your way or else you will be the one to look bad, you know what I mean? He sounds like a real immature jerk and I think your best bet is to avoid him at all cost. Find another boyfriend. He doesn't deserve you. You're too cute for him. ;D Oh! and tell his friend he has a small penis! ROFLLL!!

Gtg now. Gonna text my BFF ZH! ;D ;D ;P
Ciao.
xoxo, finah

2009-09-25T22:29:00.001-07:00

the first time
i saw you, was the same
time my heart took jumping leasons
and ended up in my throat; and the day
the butterflies in my stomach
(_.·´¯`·×» [ learned how to fly.. ]

BECAUSE.. YOU ARE..

YOUR SUPERKALA
FRAGELISTIC
E X P I A L A
D O C I O U S L Y
CUTE

I could tell you that you're handsome
I could tell you that your FINE
But if i had to tell you anything?
I would tell you that I want you to be all MINE

xoxo

2009-09-25T07:14:00.000-07:00

OPEN YOUR EYES BOY ; shes fallen
head x OVER x heels
in love with you.

Damn, I'm tired. I still have my make up on me! I just came back from my photoshoot at Simei. New everything coming soon! Dad didn't fetch me D: So, I've to travel all the way back to Yishun taking the mrt! Argh. Could you imagine walking home on a public transport with my thick thick make up! Paiseh siolll. Oh well, the photo shoot went really well! My eyes were bigggg. Greattt. Now I've got to wait for 2weeks for the pictures to develop cause the photography needs to start on editing etc. I reallyreally hope the pictures turn out really well though (; Oh, wait!! I've got achievement! In my Malay language! I've got an A2!! 70.5%! Lol, insyaAllah for the next O level Malay language that I'm re-taking, I will get at least an A2 too. Many plans coming up!

Saturday: Face of Imedeen 2009 Campaign @ Ngee Ann City.

Sunday: Jalan raya with family. Gonna visit my relatives. Kachingggg!

Tuesday: Jalan raya with fellow classmates.

Thursday: English EOY Exam paper 1 & 2, Jalan raya with ex 2b2 classmates. I miss Hidayah ); PLUSPLUS!! I can't wait for 3rd Oct & 8 Oct!! Nurafiqah bestie sweet 16th birthday and FOX-C party of the year at ION orchard(RSVP,done! I'm invited and was allowed to bring along a friend! :D :D) respectively.

Off now. Wanna wash my face and off to my beauty sleep! ;D

XOXO, finah

2009-09-23T07:10:00.001-07:00

[During Clean & Clear photoshoot @ Ngee Ann City]

Oh dear.
Boy oh boy.
Imy.
I know, life has change, and things must move on.
Now, it seems like I don't even know you anymore. Not even friends.
I will just have to keep those sweet and bitter(?) memories and just say that I miss you, alot, like seriously. (Well, you wouldn't care bout it. I doubt so?)
We used to spend almost everyday together, chats, smiling, laughing at littlest things and lame jokes and having fun all the time.
You don't wanna see me fail in life, I appreciate it, really.
I miss those hugs and the kiss you gave me before.
You are someone special deep inside my heart and to be sure, no one can ever replace you.
I know you're reading this.
Cause you've been reading my blog very frequently.
Well, you know who you are.
[:
Hey Boy!
wanna x play x a x game?
alright, how about simon says.
ready x set x go
simon says, love me forever
simon says, never let me go
<3

2009-09-22T08:42:00.000-07:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA! (:

P/s: Will do a proper update soon. Plus MORE pichasss!
Pp/s: I miss youuuuuuuuuuuu D:
(_.·´¯`·♥» you won't remember
xoxo

2009-09-17T01:57:00.000-07:00

&+ y o u r e y e s ;

put the stars to shame.

iloveyouu_x3 ©

Going to get my mani pedi done, any creative ideas? I can't decide on a nail colour?! Does anyone have any ideas? (;

Sweetstuff "Candy"!

Really nice & simple manicure! Love the flowers!

Simple yet elegant! Except for the green and red. I prefer the white rhinestones.

Pink and light red. Makes a good combination.

Smiles, I love french tips, glitters, they look sooooo classy!

Ahhh adorable! Ribbons! Rhinestones! [:

Ahhh, I like! Especially the flowers and rhinestones! ;D

The nails are perfect. Love Them!

Wooo! Sexy. Zebra print! :D

Baby pink pedicure! (:

Simple nail art.

2009-09-16T09:19:00.000-07:00

I miss you, I miss US.

I've never seen a smile
that could light the room
like yours. it's simply radiant.
I see it more with more with
everyday that goes by. Nothing else seems to matter
when I'm holding you.

-you had me at hello in school.
by: a day to remember.

2009-09-15T06:42:00.000-07:00

& now i'm sitting here , thinking about you ,
and how you're the only one i really talk to ,
and the one i love to be with , and tell you how i feel .
so you aren't here right now , you can't talk .
and i'm just alone till you text me , and when i'm not talking to you
i'm alone . I MISS MY SEXYLOVE D:

Sunday went Johor, Malaysia to shop the whole day! Eeek. My legs hurts. Seriously. Reached home at about 1am in the morning. ): Lazy to update my day. Hahah, so yeah that's a summary. LOL!
Today, had my Maths Paper 2 and Malay paper 1. Went straight home. Hakim waited for me at 711. LOL. Funnyyy. Went ION Orchard with Redha to get my heels. I was happy when hearing New Look would open a store in Singapore! And looking at the shoe/heels/flats collection, I still love it very much. VERYYYY VERYYY MUCH! They are from UK. Super cheap and pretty gorgeous!! Love them!! Gonna go New Look tomorrow with Mum. Shopping againn! Double yay!

DIAMANTE HEELS!!

((:

Spaghetti((:

Fried rice((:

MY NEW F21 PLAID TOP! :D

xoxo, finah

2009-09-12T04:54:00.000-07:00

Oh God. I've not been doing my Maths assignments as well as revisions that much during this 1 week Sept holiday! I've been busy slacking around, browsing thru online catalogue for heels and clutch bags, shopping, blog- shopping. Wadddaaa hell.
I really hope it's not too late. My O levels is so near. God.
I have no idea where to start. Its like. I have to start over from scratch. I only have a month to buck up!! -.-

P/s;
I feel so stupid.
I'm flunking like hell.
Takpe la eh. O level lagi 50 tahun. (Sarcasm)
So, tak ya belajar kan.
Chat la sampai mampos. (chat chit chot.)
Shop la sampai jatoh. Mangkokkkk!

Ciao. I'm off to murder my brain cells with quadratic equations,mensuration, trigonometry and vectors.
Pp/s: I guess sometimes people change. I would stil have to admit.
Seeing you in school and not being able to hug you, would be one of the saddest thing I'll have to endure.
No more secret kisses behind school canteen toilet during recess.
No more lip-synching 'i love you' across classes in the parade square.
No more smiling and secret peek during morning morning silent reading.
No more hang outs.
No more huh sexylove?

It's the littlest things that take me there.
I guess it's all history.
My high school Edison Chen.
I MISS YOU<3>

My new diamante GUESS top! :D
Shopping in Jb tomorrow!

xoxo, finah

2009-09-11T00:06:00.000-07:00

2009-09-10T08:56:00.000-07:00

New iPod nano With Built-in Video Camera but no WiFi!
Apple just introduced the new iPod nano on 09/09/09, adding a video camera, mic and speaker to its popular music player.

Music lovers can now shoot video wherever they are, view it on their iPod nano and use their computers to easily transfer their videos to YouTube. The new iPod nano features an ultra-thin and sleek design with a larger 2.2-inch color display and polished aluminum and glass enclosure. iPod nano also features a built-in FM radio with live pause and iTunes Tagging, as well as a built-in pedometer. The new iPod nano is available today in an 8GB model for $149 and a 16GB model for $179, and comes in nine brilliant colors including silver, black, purple, blue, green, orange, yellow, red and pink !

I'm sooo gonna get this gadget soon! Pretty soon!! URGH! I don't care!! Where can I get it?! Oh, isit in Singapore yetttt?! So Nano now has a video camera, but iTouch don’t? That’s effed up!
Well, cool feature but I’m a little disappointed that the announcement isn’t another generation of iPod touch/iPhone with more space, or something along those lines. Oh, I love the PINKKKKKKKKK! Omg, it's soo cool la!

2009-09-10T02:44:00.000-07:00

Hahaha!

Well, firstly Redha and me headed down to Orchard to survey for our Hari Raya heels. Sadly, I don't see any heels/pumps that are similar to my previous blog post. Those were Forever21 collections. D: D: Instead I bought a new Zara diamante white top and a Gold diamante Playboy watch :D It was then around 6pm when we met Rizal, Redha's bf at Orchard mrt to break fast together. We went to the bazaar at Geylang.

The stalls sold everything and anything: traditional costumes, household decor items and things I don't understand...like Cars, Toys and Power Ranger masks. Huh?! LOL! And the food.. Hmm.. I likeeee! We break fast at Istanbul Italian food restaurant. D: No rice! I wanted to have fried rice. Oh well, instead I ordered beef spaghetti. Hmm, the taste, okay okay la.

After breaking fast, we walked around some more, looking at the lights and other bazaar stalls. I miss Keropok Lekor, I miss Ramli Burger, I miss the junk foods!! But I hate the crowd,like seriously, I hate the minahs with their SUPER THICK MAKEUP & their SUPER EXPOSED outfits (-__-) , catwalking, staring at the other females/minahs but smiling cheekily at those MATS. Go to geylang as if they got one fashion show and like would like to sign up for dancing, modeling competition. What the fuck is wrong with you people(mats/minahs)? But some are just couples showing off their Boyfriend & Girlfriend to the public. Like, OMGGGG. What the fuck sia you all thinking?! And this is the reason why I hate going there. Cos I am so disgusted by all these funny creatures. Urgh.

Oh, anyway! I NEARLYYY left my Zara shopping bag at the restaurant! We were at City Plaza window shopping when suddenly Redha realised I wasn't holding anything except for my handbag. I RAN back to the restaurant and praying so hard deep down inside the workers there kept it for me. I don't even care if the mats and minahs looked at me either. Cause that Zara top is so damn gorgeoussss okay! Well, thank God the workers there had kept for me in their lost and found cabinet. Phewwww! :D

Well, I'm still craving alot of foods now. I think I will just settle for Woodlands Bazaar prolly one of the night to satisfy my cravings for Keropok Lekor, Ramli Special Beef Burger. Uhhh, yummy :D 10 more days to go for Hari Raya! Woohoo! Psst, I still havent started to continue fast. Heh, insyaAllah tomorrow I will continue to fast. Reason because of a week of menses. So far, I missed 9 days for this fasting month :O
I want to do temporary curl for my natural straight hair… Will I look like nyonya? I want big curls but my hair is not long enough. Hmm, don't want don't want. No no. I think I shall go for hair treatment and rebonding again. Gotta make an appointment at Kimage prolly next week. I'm lazy to go now. Hehe, holiday mood. Wanna lazy-ing around at home(: Saturday gonna go Jb again to shop. Gonna buy kuih muih, potato chips, groceries etc etc. Damn, gonna be a tired Saturday for me. Oh! My room gonna be painted HOT PINK soon!!

P/s: I can't wait to get my new Charles &Keith bag, Bebe tunic tube, Guess diamante tank top!! Yayyyy :D :D

2009-09-06T05:45:00.000-07:00

Oh, look at these gorgeous, sexy heels, wedge, pumps. Awww..

ANYONE WANNA FOLLOW ME GO SHOPPING? HEH ^__^

2009-09-06T01:31:00.000-07:00

CLEO Be A Star.
Damn, I was so freaking impromptu! Mum was there too accompanying me. And there's this cute lady who asked Mum to join the contest to! (Awww) But Mum didn't want to D:
August CLEO Magazine could be purchase there, as original application form needed. So a total of $34.40 was paid. Thanks Mum(;
So, the makeover and the voucher was just what I needed. The makeup was quite natural. Not too thick too. I like the way she did my eyes. Althou I've got sucha small eyes ):
Oh well, I don't think I'm up to their standard cause I came so unprepared. (!!)
And I didn't know what to expect either. The audition, damn, I was hell nervous!

I got into the second round of auditions. The judges asked me to introduce myself and blah blah blah.
I had to do a live video introduction about myself and a topic to talk about. I came so unprepared. (!!) When I went in the room, there were 3/4 judges. Omg, I feel like peeing on the spot! Think I was shaking and I need to faint. HAHAH! I also mentioned that one of my favourite hobbies is shopping and the lady thought I said, drumming. Haha! The whole shopping mall heard my voice! Freaking nervous! I just felt bimbotic. Hah, anyway LOL!

So we headed down to Peninsula to get lil bro's tees and shoes. Didn't get a pair of shoes though. None of it caught lil bro's eyes. Haha. So dad bought for him 3/4 tees for lil bro. Ripcurl, Billabong. All for $74. Can say quite cheap thou. Cause Mum used to buy for lil bro a Billabong tee for like $29.90! Oh! I saw there's this black guitar print tshirt for kids and it looks exactly the same as my ex boyf tee. LOL! Random. Breakfast there. Next we headed down to Geylang bazaar. Many typical mats and minahs. Sigh, it was so crowded! I'm not gonna go there anymore it was hell crowded that I can't breathe! HAHAHHAH! Fake. LOL! Saw Muslimah there. Aww, it's been a very long time since I talked/met her.

Okay, got to go now. Gonna accompany grandparents to town to shopppppp! Yay ;D
Damn, I haven't even shop for my Hari Raya heels and bag/clutch. D:
Ciao.

xoxo, finah

2009-09-01T00:23:00.000-07:00

Okay hello dear readers.
I suddenly have the urge to blog. for no reason. And.. Prelims are just 2 more days! :O
I feel so guilty, I thought Math would be fun. (?) Perhaps I got to the wrong way, math isn’t fun at all. Graphs and graphs. And I'm totally confused with 'em! I got all formula(s) mixed up resulting to a failure for any math paper. For the next few days, I doubt I will have the time for blogging. It's gonna be the mugging period for me!! :O :O :O
Oh no, I really think I have phobia sitting for the prelims ); No confidence at all. Tsk tsk. D:
I seriously need to head down to town to shoppppppp! Urgh... Okayokay, I better get back to my study mooodddd. Bye bye.
I gotta find a way to brush up all of my subjects. And stop hating it! Esp. Maths and POA!

Man, I'm really busy these days. So many things to do yet so many things coming up for me. I've got shoots to attend to. Cleo makeover photoshoot is this weekend and Syra skins photoshoot is in Sept. Which is during the first week of Hari Raya. I need to shop for clothes, shoes and bag mannnn! zxzxsdcsfde.
WHATEVER.
-_____-

Off to do my maths assignments now. Ciao!
xoxo, finah

2009-08-30T09:33:00.000-07:00

Ta daaaaa! My new leather Vans school shoe! ;D (Reason why I bought a new pair cause the current Vans school shoe of mine had worn out. Hahahah! I only used it for like 8months. LOL! )
Next, gonna get my adorable Coach flats. Prolly next week.
:D :D :D

2009-08-26T02:26:00.000-07:00

Urghhhhhhh!! Damnitttttttt!!
Okay, I really have many things to catch up these days.
From POA to Maths.
From Workbooks to Worksheets.
(I didn't hand in/ do my assignments on task! Oh my, what's wrongggggggg! You may ask.)
-________________-
One word.
Suay-ness. D: D: D:

Peeple,readers,fellow friends, have you guys started revising for your O's/N? O.o
Can anyone teach me a good way revise for all of my subjects that allows me to get at least a B? (It would be miracle if some of 'em is an A. Heh.) Please? T.T
(I'm feeling kind of 'depressed' now. I've not been studying/ revising for prelims as well as for my upcoming Os. xD)
MA DE! I've to change my laziness. Urgh. xD

Okay, well,I need to wish everyone, and myself GOOD LUCKS. xD Yes, it's LUCKS, cause I need ALOT. (!!)
LUCK for Mother Tongue O (which is on Sept/Nov) Yes, I'm re-taking. Hopefully I will manage to get at least an A2.
LUCK for prelims
LUCK for O' level Math (which is realllllll soon!)
LUCK for O' levels
LUCK for a little courage

xoxo, finah

2009-08-24T08:08:00.000-07:00

Absent from school today.
Current mood: Sick
Urgh. I'm down with fever, flu, cough since Thursday. Didn't fast for two days though. I kinda hate it cause I can't even taste the food! -__- I've a day of MC and it's kinda boring at home now. I miss my girlfriends )':
Mum accompanied me to the doctor yesterday & I got to wear a mask. HAHHA! Lol! Cool or whattt? HAHAHA ^^
Tomorrow will be even better because I will finally meet my girlfriends! Chats, stories, studies(er?). OOH I CAN'T WAIT!! 8)

Okay, I'm off to have my medicines and then I'll go and have my beauty sleep. Drowsiness is getting to me.
Goodnight!

xoxo, finah

2009-08-22T08:16:00.000-07:00

People come and go in your life. They come and leave footsteps where ever they left, it's still always a memorable one, no matter if it's a bad one or a good one, it's still unforgettable. The difference- some leave footsteps that are huge and hurtful, some leave footsteps that are always there to hunt/(haunt)? you. I do admit defeat. Isit always true that someone have to really loose something then they will treasure what they had before? Sigh. I.. just.. miss you. You definately left a footstep that are so huge, so deep. Ever since that day, that fateful day, then I realize I've really lost you for sure. It suddenly hit me as thou. I can't lie, F. Shit, I'm sorry ...
Anyway,
I MISS MY OL BEST FRIEND, HIDAYAH!

Oh, at last we met today! Yay,like finally. I miss her HELL MUCH! So we went to Northpoint together. Bought some food and milk for break fast. I didn't manage to break fast at home on time. We share lotsa stories. Oh, I miss those times with her. ):
Dammnit I haven't complete my maths homeworks! And I'm going shopping with mum tomorrow. Oh, no! Howwwwwwww?! Urgh.
Gtg now. Prolly will stay late tonight and complete some of the assignments given.

To: Shahrul,
I'm sorry I went disconnected just now at MSN. When I try to online back, you wasn't online. Aww, I'm touched that you said you were worried and hope that I'm alright. Yes, I'm alright. Don't have to worry much. I will recover soon though. Thanks for being a good friend though. I appreciate it. Your advises, our little chats. Sorry I can't be someone special in your life. I'm just sorry. It ain't easy for me. Yes, you're good to me but that doesn't mean I place you as someone special. Sigh, hope you read this part and will understand.

xoxo, finah

2009-08-21T06:38:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum blog readers.

Tomorrow will be the first day of Ramadhan! A month of seeking forgiveness, seek for demolishing all sins that had been made and a month of improving the worship to Allah SWT. It is a kind of test to our faith, for us to feel the hunger for a month but nothing compared to those who have to hunger daily in their life. We have to appreciate for what Allah have given us and must have faith of what we are doing.

Also, I would like to wish all Muslims Happy Fasting, Selamat Berpuasa in this Holy month of Ramadhan. This year fasting month kinda no different from the other years. Still the same, I guess? I can't wait to berbuka with my loved ones. Family and friends. We would visit one another for large meals/feast such as Rendang, and many more mouth watering food. Oh, yummayyy. The spirit of visiting one another is considered a bless and Raya is a whole month affair. So to all Muslims out there, be strong, keep your faith always! Hopefully that this Ramadhan would bring all the good things, more meaningful, blissful and blessed!

May Allah bless all of us, Amin! :D

2009-08-20T23:00:00.000-07:00

Won't be so easy
this time to hurt me
You can try
and this time now baby there are no tears left here to dry
if you think you can woo me like before
if you think you can do that anymore
wont get too far no,
you cant break a broken heart

so try your best now baby try your best to break me
you cant break a broken heart
no damage you can do now
im immune to you now
you cant break what broke apart
theres nothing you can do to me no more
you cant break a broken heart

hurt me before now
wont hurt no more now
not this time
you might do better
messing with someone elses mind
cause youre not gonna break me down again
your done and through with me they way you did
its gone too far
you cant break a broken heart

so try you best now baby
try your best to break me
you cant break a broken heart
no damage you can do now
im immune to you now
you cant break what broke apart
theres nothing you can do to me no more
you cant break a broken heart

so dont waste your time
your time has come and gone
what do you hear boy
you cant hurt me anymore

so try your best now baby try your best to break me
you cant break a broken heart
no damage you can do now im immune to you now
you cant break what broke apart
theres nothing you can do to me no more
you cant break a broken heart
so try your best now baby try your best to break me
you cant break a broken heart
no damage you can do now im immune to you now
you cant break what broke apart
theres nothing you can do to me no more
you can't break a broken heart
break a broken heart

xoxo

2009-08-20T02:37:00.000-07:00

Hola! Currently chatting with sandy, patrick, squidward. (?)HAHAHHA! (inside jokes!) Well, I've just received my MT O level results yesterday afternoon. I didn't manage to get an A. I've got B. Oh well, it's better than getting a C right? Hopefully when I'm retaking this Nov, I will at least get an A2/A1. (Hopefully)Well,after spending my days, thinking thoroughly what I'm gonna plan for my future, I came out with a firm decision and plan. I'll work my ass off till next year, hopefully to get good grades for my Os. Get myself qualified to enter poly and hit the criteria for my course which is hospitality and tourism management/ doing some computer and video stuffs? I need to juggle my time, both on studies and leisure. Insya'allah, with god's will, I can make it through. I'll work towards my goals. Yeah(:
P/s: Photoshoot pics are up @ FB! ;D
++ Hey boy, I ain't a kaypo to keep an update on what's going on with your life. Alright. Get it?! Urgh.

ciao
xoxo, finah

2009-08-17T08:36:00.001-07:00

Will be M.I.A for awhile.

Ciao
xoxo, finah

2009-08-12T07:07:00.000-07:00

URGH! WHY ARE YOU GUYS(some) ARE SO KAYPO?!
-_______________________-
I HATE IT. SERIOUSLY.
F!
Well, there's NO NEED to talk/ask about me and him, NO MORE! Aku tau lah aku hot topic. Pasal aku baik hati sangat la aku kasi kau famous okay pat blog aku in my this blog post. Calling his name at me, matching the f*Ck name to me etc etc. Perangai takmu kelepeh ah okay,boy. Including kawan-kawan kau tu. Macam yeye. Macam paham sia pompan cine kau tu nak paham/bobal melayu. K, ni baru first time, takpe, aku diam kan diri. Small matter ah eh. I compromise things. I ignored you, and it doesn't make me a loser alright. But too bad, I just have to let it go now, right here in my blogspace. Cause you and that girl made me totally pissed off during that 2HOURS! And kau jangan pikir kau mane punye hebat siol. Mentang2 da tindek pat kau nye mulot, kirekan fierce ah? ROFLLLLLLLLLLLL! Aku pon taknak kutip tu jantan balek ah eh!

& Korang sekawan, terlalu pandai sangat lah. So from now onwards, satu haram perasaan sayang pon takde ah.
Haz, kau jangan susah-susah la jatuhkan aku. Tak perlu okay.
If you did/trying to, there's no need la, trust me, your effort will goes down the drain. And it will be sucha pityyyyy. Take care k!

Uhhhhhhh, WHATEVER la.
P/s: o.O I'm seeing a sk8ter boy, currently. o.O cutecutehothot! ;D
I'm excited! I'm soooo looking forward to tomorrow!! YAY!

ciao
xoxo, finah

2009-08-08T06:14:00.000-07:00

I'm gonna get this PINK ADIDAS slides tomorrow @ Vivocity! YAYYYYYY!
Urgh, after calling 3675328 Adidas outlets, FINALLY Vivo have my size! Perfecttttttt -o! Thus, I told 'em to reserve for me. Oh, the guy who talked to me just now, seems manly. HAHAH! He must be HOT! LOL! :D
I'm gonna watch fireworks tomorrow too with Redha, her bf(Rizal) and Rizal's friends! Am not going to Kuala Lumpur. Grandparents are going tomorrow at 3am! WOW. I'm too lazy to wake up that early. So, have a safe trip there grandparents! Bring some souveniersssssss for me! Weee~

2009-08-07T23:47:00.001-07:00

Credits to Ms photographer, Redha Nasuha.

My HOT red manicure PLUS nail art! :)

Ain, Myself & Redha hunn.

Zhao Xiang ^_^ Thanks for the chocolate cake that you offered me(:

Urgh. This unfortunately happens to infact EVERYONE. People are incredibly excited to be someone new. They seem to forget that they have others who are also there for them. Women sometimes do foolish things when they are smitten...and sometimes so do guys. I'm soo TOTALLY agree to this. Do you? (Yesyes)

You sound obsessive about this new dude. You're probably clingy, are you? Stop boasting about your love life, girl. It's pathetic. Everyone doesn't want to hear your story. So stop. Yes, I know you wanna share. But, have your limits. Not every single tiny little things you wanna share righttt? Cmon la, we are in your life too. I know that's just normal. Very normal. And that's just something I have to forget about...and perhaps just ignore. I just have to let this pass. Oh well, we would just be there for you.

I'm going out of my mind.
I shall accept the fact that there are way too many jerks around
But really.... you're so annoying.

I can't read minds incase you hadn't noticed.
Because to you it probably doesn't even matter
but I'll still be hoping that all this meant something

Anyway, the week has been pretty alright. Now, for tomorrow,
Should I go for Kuala Lumpur shopping with my cousins and grandparents OR watch fireworks with Redha hunney and her bf plus her bf's friends (ALL guys and a few of them is HOT! HEH^_^ ) ?
P/s: I think I'm gonna have a fever =/ Urgh.
Gtg to Northpoint to get some things.
Until then,
ciao
xoxo, finah
(more pictures at Facebook)

2009-08-05T04:48:00.000-07:00

Hola! :D

Well, I just came back from Sembawang shopping centre with Maryann and Fiqah hunn! Saw two of my ex boyfriend. Heh ^___^ we exchanged numbers and we contact each other again(: Haha, anyways,we bought groceries for this Friday class party at Giant! Yay! I'm sooo excitedddd cause Fiqah hunn gonna cook spaghetti! Yummm yummay!! Not gonna wear traditional clothes though on that day. Reason because I don't have any cheongsam or sari in my wardrobe. And I don't wanna buy/borrow. Lazy =x Instead, I'm gonna wear my Red Victoria Secrets tee, white Coax capri(or should I get a new one since it's my primary school capri? Hmm?) and with a pair of my Melrose flats(It's red and white too baby! Cool huh!). Okay, whatever. Will think/plan about it tomorrow. Oh yeah! I'm gonna paint my nails red and maybe do a white nail art! Yayyyyy! :D Woah, I'm sooo enthu now!! LOL! Going to Causeway point tomorrow with Redha to get red/maroon nail polish and nail art sticker @ The Face Shop =D

I guess I'm starting over. I'm nice, but don't put up with bullshit anymore, at all. I fear reaching a point in my life where I can no longer learn and will become stagnant, because at that point I can no longer live. I'm pretty content with my life right now. Really. Eg, achieving grades in class tests, having my wonderful friends and family around me etc. I'm happy with my family and friends. I pay attention to the little things, and I like people who do the same. (:
I like simplicity, but I will never have it. I like feeling a sense of security and assurance, but I'll still doubt everything. I like thinking things through, but I often over-analyze it all. I like honesty, but I rarely witness it because it's ceasing to exist in this world. I like waking up in the morning with enough enthusiasm and energy to get out of bed. I don't like giving second chances, but there are a few people I would give infinite chances to. I don't like giving up, but I've done it many times in the past. I don't like to trust, but I blindly do it. Urghhhhhhh -_____-'' I don't like being worried, but I literally worry myself sick about too many things. I don't like caring about everything, but I tend to anyway. I am truly a NICE person, but some people haven't realized that yet. Oh well.. I suggest you get to know me before you start talking shit about me. I tend to over use and expand on my vocabulary beyond my age. I am very nice, but if I don't like you, you will be the first person to know.
Basically, take me for who I am.

Gtg now. Gotta finish up my homeworks. See ya! Ciao
xoxo, finah

2009-08-03T05:37:00.000-07:00

Holaaaa!
Haha, I just came back from Yishun library with Faiz. Thanks for accompanying me to and fro. (: Woah, sucha coincidence that we wore pink just now eh! Didn't know he's sucha fanatic type? Haha, but whatever it is, I don't wanna you to go inside again okay? Let the past be past. So live your life to the fullest now k! Oh, and sorry I can't hang out with you and your friends just now. :P

Okay, I am tired. There's 2 periods of chemistry today. I hate it. It was so hell boring. Go thru TYS chemistry papers, as usual. All I did was just copy answers! -__-I wonder if it is too late to change my lazyness attitude. Don’t get me wrong, it is not my teachers, or anything about school.. it is just me and my lazyness. Urgh. But don’t worry about me. One of these days everything will be right in the world and back to normal. Until then I will trudge along and make the best of things. I just need to focus on the good things happening at school.

Urgh, Math Mock exam tomorrow. Sibei siannnnnn! (-__-'')

P/s: My pen pal is coming over to Singapore tomorrow. I'm so excited. Idk why? HAHAH! Have a safe trip here, Diogo! Talk to you soon :D

xoxo, finah

2009-07-31T09:09:00.000-07:00

I'm lazy to blog. Heh :D
So, PICTURESSSSSSSSSSS!
I LOVE MY HOTHOT GIRLFRIENDS! (well, the girl in pink is not my girlfriend though, she's my sister!) Loves!

Gtg now. Early morning tomorrow!
Ciao
xoxo, finah

2009-07-30T08:34:00.000-07:00

Holaaaa beautiful readers!
I lovelove my dearest peoples. Exciting things/events/peoples(?) awaits. Cheh bah! :P

Oh, POA & Chemistry test tomorrow. My nonchalance will kill me ): I just did one ques of Amalgation as revision and that's it. I know, it is definately not enough. Zzzz. BUT! Did 2 of my Maths assignments! (:

What's coming up for me!
Tomorrow: School as usual in the morning. Bath and change, meet Redha hun at Yishun Mrt to head to Singapore Press Holdings(SPH) to collect my gift for a soccer contest. (LOL!) Next, gonna meet my sister(Baby) at Starbucks, Plaza Singapura to get a new handphone plan. I'm gonna get my HOT PINK Philips earpiece, nail polish and somethings at Daiso. Home.

Saturday: Workshop at NLB with girlfriends. Heading to Somerset for the Rendition concert part 2! Yay! Go go J-walk! I can't waittttttttt! Gonna meet those Church friends. Awwww, they're sucha friendly bunch of peoples(;

Sunday: SHOPPINGGGGGGGGG! Going to JB to find kain for my baju kurung. And gonna send it to a good and trusted tailor to do my clothes. I'm so excited to see the design! Or, maybe gonna get a ready-made baju? Hmm, idk? But, I want pinkpink! Heheh (: Perhaps gold? Woah, something new huh? Lol. I really hope it would be good. Gonna get the kain(s). And du-uh, the colours would be a surprise. *grinss* Oh yeah! I have an old kain which I kept for so long that I finally sent it for tailoring as well. I think about a year now? It's pink and white anyway.

Dammit, freaking POA & Chemistry test tomorrow. Sigh. Phobia and stressed up! So scared sia. I don't wanna do badly siaaaaa ='(

Ughhhh,like finally blogger is not an ass.
P/s: My pen pal from UK gonna come to Singapore this 4th August!! I'm sooo excited! :D

Ciao. (Bored of blogging. Sorry.)
xoxo, finah
WILL UPLOAD MORE PICTURES SOON :D

2009-07-26T04:02:00.000-07:00

olaaaaaa!
Yay, it's SUNDAY! Well, today didn't go out to Sentosa with Nafisah and her bf though ): Something caught up in the very last minute. Sorry hunn.
So today I just stayed at home. Did revisions for my chemistry test tomorrow. Went shopping at Ikea again today. Grandparents just went there yesterday and today they went there again! zzz. BUT! I am VERY excited because granddad is being so nice to buy me some furnitures! *SMILEEEEEEE* I did go a few days after it to get a display showcase, lamps and a tv bench, but it was CRAZY and I just followed the people in a maze around the store until I ended up at the ice cream and hotdog shop and purchased ice cream and cinnamon buns plus a hotdog bun which is just 1$! So today, we bought bedroom lamp, white chest of 3 drawers, pink chair for my room! The super bright pink chair is going in my room! Love my Ikea finds.

and some furnitures for my parents's room. I can't wait for my HOT PINK chair to arrive as well as all of the other furnitures to be arrive on Monday which is TOMORROW! Wow, my room is gonna filled with all PINK and WHITE furnitures! :D

Yesterday(Saturday)
Went to Rendition concert at Somerset Cuppage plaza with Nadirah and Clara. It was basically a concert for the Christians I guess? Hah, wow, they're so devoted to Jesus. and the people there are so friendlyyy! Saying hello and welcome me! :D So me and Nadirah headed to Far East Plaza after that to have our lunch. Usual place, Esteller. While the rest had their lunch at Cineleisure. Sorry we didn't join you guys. After we had our lunch, Nadirah had to rush to the Mrt to go for her tuition and I met Reno to survey for his handycam. But, at last he bought an earpiece which cost him 45$! HAHA! He's being sucha good boy friend to buy me a PINK Philips earpiece but I don't accept the offer cause I just feel bad. =/ Heh. Anyway, thanks Reno for your kind offer.

Damnit, I'm hungry now. And craving for waffle and bubble teaaaaaaaaa! Oh well, gonna get some at Northpoint I guess?
And btw, does anyone's blogger fucked up like mine? Like the layouts all crazy and are all over the place when you wanna type in your blog post & I can't find the 'upload pictures' button. They're GONE! I don't know. Anyways, pictures ahd been uploaded in Facebook though. Lol ;D

xoxo, finah

2009-07-25T10:31:00.001-07:00

I'm sorry. Truly sorry..
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2009-07-24T09:05:00.000-07:00

Hola there. Sorry I wasn't active at blogger, for awhile. Heh (: Been enjoying my life though. *SMILESMILE*
Woah, I'm so HAPPY that Northpoint soon gonna have THE FACE SHOP & M)PHOSIS! Yay! ;D
Saturday; Heading to town with gfs.
Sunday; Celebrating Nafisah's Bf(Yusri) Birthday @ Sentosa!
:D

p/s: will do a proper update soon!
xoxo, finah

2009-07-21T23:50:00.001-07:00

HOLAAAAAA!
I LOVE TODAY!

My day went so GREAT! Really. Especially during P.E lesson! Played FLOORBALL! Oh, after 2 years of not playing floorball! The last time I played was during the Sports carnival. A few malay hockey boys, myself and hidayah( only 2 girls! fyi) represent the class for floorball! And we're the CHAMPION! ;D (pssst, I was the goal keeper. HAHA) Oh, I miss those times. So today Zhi Qiang, Brandon, Azman, Nafisah, Nurafiqah and myself were in one team. I was sooo kanchiong, like seriously. I kept shouting and a lil bit mad whenever the ball gets out of the line. HAHAH! Until Brandon keep saying ' Relax Finah. It's just a friendly game. Don't too kanchiong.' HAHAH! The game simply put a smile on our face throughout the day, we had played the best that we can and have fun. So my team scored 2-1. (I scored 1 goal! and the another is ZQ :D ). Wayyyyy to go! For the next 5 mins, we vs another white team. We scored 1-0. HAHA! (Again ZQ scored. I think? Or isit Brandon? haha). I played reallllyyy rough okay. Till the girls in my class told me not to be so rough in the game. LOL! But then, Ms Seng stopped the game. Why, because Wei Zhe injured himself. Shafiq accidentally swing the stick righttt at his face. Ouch! He need 2 stiches then. Aww.. So we just wanted the team to play well and enjoy ourselves in the midst of doing that.
Hopefully we gonna play floorball again on Thursday! *smilesmile* :D

After school, went straight home. Bath,had my lunch then off to meet gfs to do our homeworks at Woodlands library. ;D

xoxo,finah

2009-07-20T03:52:00.000-07:00

Hola!
Hmmm.. feels like an ordinary day today.
How can someone lie so much?I understand a few but every word that comes out of your dirty mouth is a lie.It's weird how you can cry and act like your truely sorry. The things I hear about you are just so unbelievable its like they're talking about a different person. But no it's you and I believe the rumours because I've heard it from more than one person. Why am I still so blind. How can I still fail to see your true colours?
THIS IS HOPELESS...
I've never loved and hated anyone as much I did you.
It's killing me inside to keep hearing these things. It makes me sick to my stomach to think of everything. You, me, others.
I seriously dont understand
SOMEONE PLEASE EXPLAIN THIS TO ME!
damnit.

Oh well, maybe it'll get better.
I hope it gets better.
I hope -a certain someone- make my day fun and awesome.
=]

3/4 of my room is done. Now, gotta paint it HOT PINK! ;D

P/s: Hope that 'someone' could make it this Sunday to go out with me! (:

xoxo,finah

2009-07-18T22:59:00.000-07:00

It's SUNDAY!
Woke up around 10.30am with a start with the smell of fresh baked cookies and when I went to the kitchen I looked for them. I was really looking forward to those cookies for breakfast. Yummmyyyy. So grandmum and mum were up early baking those chocolate chips in the kitchen. Those cookies taste soooooo delicious! The chocolate melts when gets into my mouth. HAHA :D
So I'm now waiting patiently for mum to come back from Geylang to do some shopping at IKEA! Gotta get my study lamp, wall clock and grandmum's bedroom lamp too.
Till here.

Will do a proper update prolly tmr.

xoxo,finah

2009-07-18T00:33:00.000-07:00

Currently blogshopping now. HAH.
:D

OMG! I SOO WANT THIS PLAYBOY KILLER HEELSS!!
But tooooo bad. It's available in size 36 ONLY.

2009-07-17T04:32:00.000-07:00

Holaaaaa everyone!
Oh, I gotta feelingggggg
BUSY!
I love when I have so many things lined up. School assignments(abit weird?yeah, I know.)/filing/projects/tests/presentations/photoshoots/outings/leisure/life. Things coming up! Well as for tomorrow, there's no school(Saturday whattttt. HAHA! Like, duh). My new study desk cominggg! Gonna do some ikea shopping (yes, for I am an ikea-holic, and proud to be one! LOL. lame). I can't wait! Sunday maybe gonna get my perfect wedge with mummy and get a new best-seller The face shop nail polish. Thinking of getting a nude brown, perhaps?

Wow! Mrs Yeo commented that I had a good video editting skills.(infront of the whole class!) Woaaaahhh! I'm so flattered! :D So my life is flying by and I can't believe that I'm almost graduating. A year to go. Wow, it's unreal yet exciting. HAH. After school Nadirah's coming over, for like 5 hours. Heartheart. Yay. It was fun lip-syncing. *hopes it looks good enough even though I've been acting stupid and being sucha drama queen like i'm supposed to* Sounds stupid. HAHA! But,she's cool. :]

But overall I feel good.
I have a sudden urge to see the rugrats, I don't know why. I miss my childhood shows, all the stuff they show is crap. None of it is original, just stuff that is mainly crap. I mean I still watch it but it's nothing like the stuff I grew up on.
o.O My school kana case of h1n1. Lower sec though. Only FOUR pupils came to school from the victim's class! Wonder who got into contact with them, hard to tell really.The H1n1 is spreading rapidly. This is so threatening! This cannot go on man. Hope to hear appropriate actions will be taken asap.
Oh, well, I'm off.
What should I do next? Blogshopping? Finish up my Chicken soup book? Complete my weekend assignments? Hmm.

CLARA! HAPPY BELATED 15TH BIRTHDAY SWEETIE!
All the best with everything,anything you wish for. And as years come and go may your happiness grow & your dreams. May God bless you in eveything you do.
P/s: I'm sorry I couldn't join you and the rest of your church friends today at Yishun Stadium. I've got to accompany my friend to do her project using my lappy. So so sorry yeah for the last minute. Shall plan an outing for us soon hun :D Last but not least, hope you like what I've gave you today. You're sucha cutie just now. HAHA :D

Muzakkir;
HAHA! Just now after school you were outside my class and youre so funny eh! HAHAHA! Eh! Must smile more k. PLUS! Make sure you will sing a song for me, one day. (asap la okay?) And as you want it, I will comment on it. So be prepared! HAHAHAHA! Next year, then can go for Singapore Idol/Anugerah k. Lol. I can't wait!! :P
(Cause I know you'll surely read my blog.)

REDHA & RIZAL;
I'm really confused and sorry who I should side with. I know & I should definately let you guys handle your own problems. Really, it's none of my business. I don't want to be involved either. Well, I'm not helping you guys out unless you do something about it.

You girls have reallyyy changed alot eh. (:

ciao.
xoxo,Finah.

2009-07-15T02:54:00.000-07:00

Arghhhh! Raining in the morning!
I don't really like the rain in the morning, especially when I need to bring my umbrella, sweater along to school. Everything will get wet, even we already wear umbrella. Plus my school shoes and socks! Just like this morning, honestly, it was raining cats and dogs and my school skirt, bag, shoes were all wet! -__- First two periods was English. Classmates was kinda bad and rude though this morning during English periods. They're laughing their asses off cause my English teacher wore her pants quite low and till her panty can be seen. I know it's in baby blue colour with colourful patterns. But isn't it rude to laugh out loud just because of that? It's kinda childish I must say. Lessons, lessons, and lessons. Damn sleepy and boring please (except for Maths period thou). YQ was very funny when she told me this when we were in the toilet. She told me that there's this NCC chinese guy who asked her for my email add and told her that he is interested in me? HAHAHAHHAHAH! So funny can? LMAO!! Hah, so after school decided to go home straight with Nadirah. Got home, granny cooked chicken rendang. I actually wanted to cook pasta but no more ingredients leh. x_x So I just eat rice with my chicken rendang to makan. Wah lao. Quite spicyyy. Haha.

Oh! Dammit! I've got another offer by photographer David Goh of short 2hrs shoot with 2 outfits perhaps prolly at town area next sat. For urban settings. Should I go for it? Well, I wanna build up my portfolio though. Sheesh. Gonna be a v busy weeks for me.

Okay, I shall stop here. Gonna have my dinner now and do my homeworks(:
xoxo,Finah

2009-07-14T04:50:00.000-07:00

Hola! School was GREAT! I LOVE going for Maths classes! Jokes awaiting. HAHA! Especially my buddy, Issac Neo Wei Zhe(Full of craps! HAHAHAH! jkjk). Lol. Okay, I've got nothing else to blog about already. I've clean and packed my shelves. It looks totally neat now! :D Next, the HOT PINK painted walls and study desk. I can't wait! Photoshoot is just next weekkkkkkkkk! :O

Neat rightttttttt? HAHA! But dad gonna unscrew these shelves though. &place my new study desk! Yay. I hate the light painted pink walls that was painted last 2 years. I can't wait for the walls to be painted in HOTTTT HOTTTT PINKKK! :D

HAHAHA! I found this while cleaning. I got this red rose on Valentine's day 2009. It had dried though. Lol.

DRESS DONE
LEATHER BIKER JACKET DONE
CHARLES & KEITH BAG DONE
BANGLES DONE
EARRINGS DONE
1-DAY CONTACTS -NOT YET! (I need a geo contacts. I want my eyes to look biggg! I hate having small eyessss -__- HAHAHAH!)
MANI & PEDI -NOT YET!( But I can do on the day before thou. So no worries for this one)
The perfect black wedge?! -NOT YET!

What is it about black wedges? SO MANY, but in reality so damn few. I've been on the hunt for the perfect black wedge for a week now and it's horribly frustrating. I think my obsession started with those. Oh well..

Should I wear my dress just like that or with my black skinnies? Oh, helppppppp! Hope all of it goes well and turns out really great.

okay, aunt is coming to my house now to have dinner together. and i'm gonna do my homeworks. malay composition( erghhhh, boringgggg),maths(yay. i feel happy doing on this topic. its about $$$, taxes fyi. HAHA)
& watch Red thread as well as Anugerahhhh!
xoxo, finah

2009-07-13T03:09:00.001-07:00

L. O . V. E.
I'm now moving on with my life. A life without him.

Things do not always work out the way we want them to - that is just the way life is. You MUST be able to accept reality or you will always make yourself unhappy. (TOTALLY AGREE WITH THIS.)
Breaking up with someone is hard to do but getting over it is the next huge step.
Yes, I do feel horrible,feel bad,crying myself to sleep for the first few nights after the day, heartbroken but later on that are just gonna be a memory that will pass. The reason I prolly feel horrible is prolly because I have had alot of precious moments and all with him. From pictures,videos, MSN conversations, FB messages, the place we usually hang out etc etc etc.. And just being apart feels a bit strange. It happens to infact,EVERYONE. BUT I am HAPPY for once, now. I'm really really fucking glad. I will NEVER regret certain things I do. And I know this is really great for me. I have to follow my heart. I'm happy, & I know I did the right thing.

The love wasn't enough. You're not even trying hard enough to make things work. Now, I want you to; REFLECT! Are you a MAN OF YOUR WORDS? Are you a good/AMAZING boyfriend? Are you treating me equally right? Saying and telling the last words of, 'I love you and take care' thru our last phone call? What's the point? Telling me you will be there for me more in the future? Did you keep all of your promises you made to me? Oh well, all of this bullshit huh.

Maybe he(the ex-boyfriend) wasn't for me and I really agree that someone else will come along the way and make me happy. I'm sure. I trust myself. I NEED/MUST let go no matter what because it is over between us. Well, I'm done with this relationship. Sometimes people just fall out of love, I know &understand. I can't deny but it's horrible if it happens.

Sidetrack. I'm really on the cloud nine these days! :D
First thing first, I've been failing my Principles of account tests last semester and if I were to passed, it will always be a borderline pass. But now for this particular class test, I've got an A2 grade! (Fyi, usually F!)
Next, for the recent two Maths homeworks my teacher gave, I had ALL of my answers correct and exact! But only 1 ques, my answer wasn't accurate. o.O Wei Zhe had been praising me that I'm really hell improving in my Maths. HAHA! And I'm really humble in class. Usually I'm really suck at Maths. (Really really suck, I tell you. Always getting a F9!)
Thirdly, Wei Zhe had been nice. Goind and walking me back home from school. As well as Gfs.
Fourthly, I've got a casual theme photoshoot with my photographer CK at Bishan Park nx week. Woo, I'm gonna build up my portfolio! :D And also I'm thinking of being a freelance model. TFCD model doesn't do me any credits. (As in $$) HAHAHHA! Lol.
Lastly, I'm gonna have my room a makeover for my New Year which is on Sept! :D

More good things comingggggggggggggggggg upppppppp for me!
Ciao.
P/s: Sorry for the vvv long post, dear readers. (: Maybe this is the longest post in fay-na.bs.com 's history.
Ain(Nuraru) : Finah naughty macam goreng pisang! ROFL!
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGG! I can't stop laughing reading this. HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAS!

xoxo,finah

2009-07-12T00:36:00.000-07:00

Boy, I just need your that answer to move on.

Damn, I'm looking for Wall Clocks. I need a pink, simple yet elegant wall clock to goes with my pink painted walls. Ergh, 2 years back, I bought an Ikea's one. Sadly, it had not been working now. And idk why. So does anyone knows where to get some nice pink wall clocks like those from Molecule living @ Plaza Singapura? The Molecules one a bit out of budget. The last time I went it costs like $200-$300 for one? Looking for something simple yet stylish &elegant. I've searching it off at ebay.com.sg and google -ing all the way for 2 hours plus. Any idea where can I find those clocks?Anyone else got any info(s)?
Eg;

Hell yeah! I soooo LOVE this one!!

This is HOT but simple. Comes second.

Hah, too girly girl? too childish? But isn't it CUTE? ^__^

Okay, I'm off. Gonna finish up my Maths assignments.
Ciao.
xoxo, Finah

Boy, you better make it right for us before its too late. Sincerely said, I do love you eventhough we kinda in a long distance relationship. I never contact guys behind your back, never, despite knowing we're not attached yet. I'm tired of playing this cool game, seriously.

2009-07-10T01:45:00.000-07:00

Hola! Here I am. Doing the old same routine. Update blog once I feel like updating. So basically I'm busy with school. Just got home hours ago. And now, home sweet home.

Yesterday;
School as per normal. Had my Mother Tongue O Level oral exam after school. Hang out with my girlfriends at the canteen. We had a good 1 hour plus time together. Laughing, and talks. The most funny and cool part was that, when Bitha have to do a demo of putting PVC glue to her nose and then massage it onto her nose. Counted and waited for about 1 minute for it to dry and then hold on and peel it off! Well, it's not that bad, though I'm not going to say that it's discomfort-free. After all the white thing is *STUCK* to your nose! Fiqah and Nafisah gave it a try too. Oh my! And it's infront of the 4b1/b2 malay guys. So paiseh. HAHA ;D So,they went to pull it off and voila! You'll have a smooth and free of black heads on your nose. Sorry, I know that's pretty gross but it gave me an odd feeling of satisfaction to see how many blackheads they had just got rid of. It's very similar in result to the Biore strips (I think it's a bit better) but turns out cheaper. Of course if this is true, it's upsetting since you have no choice but to keep using them once you've had your first try! I'm not sure if my source was reliable though. HAHA. The girls had their whole face actually brighter, probably because of all the dead skin lifting off. LOL. Good job, girls. HAHA.
So, the oral was an Okay for me. I was HELL nervous. Always wanted a hug from the ex boyfriend when I need someone to comfort me. But, he's sadly no longer mine. I had to be independant. At least I've tried and did my VERY best for the oral. Otw walking up to the hall, Lionel Li came to have a lunch at the school canteen. Had little chats. About life and my new p.e teacher. (& to Bitha, we ain't like each other la. it's just that he's concern about me. I'm his favourite student mah. HAHHAHAHA! :D) anw, drop the topic.

Today;
School as per normal, still. Wei zhe said I've improving in terms of my studies. (Especially Maths :O) But, isn't it a good thing? Well, I'm gonna keep doing well though in my academic. :D And we've been walking and going back to and from school together. Mum thought he was the ex boyfriend just now. -_______- Had Maths homeworks only for the weekend. Yay. No POA. HAHA ;D

Meeting Nurafiqah BFF tomorrow at the Yishun library. Yay, I miss her after one whole day of not seeing her in school. Bestie, get well soon alright? ;)

Oh, it seems so boring huh without pics. Now, lemme share with you guys my new baby PINK Levi's watch that dad just bought for me!

The yummmmmmyyyyy sushi I had. ;D Thanks granddad!

I love it. Thanks daddy!

I dont't get over it easily. Eventhough to you is that simple.
But just know that I tried to always apologize. &I'm gonna have you first always in my heart. I just...
MISS YOU.

2009-07-07T07:57:00.000-07:00

I've been not really 100% paying attention during my lessons frequently. Better buck up.

Sidetrack. School as per normal. I hate it during Pe lesson! I need to re- run my 2.4km! zxcvvvbngfael!! BUT! I was the first girl who completed the round out of 8 girls in my class! Yay me. :D People, what's the commotion is all about? Just today, I counted there's 5 people who asked me about the *insert-what's-going-on-in-my current-love-life* . I'm facing too much problem and it's a HELL for me. Can we let matter rest? I had a mixed feelings of being pissed off and disappointed but I deal with my own feelings. I don't make a big hoo-haa over the matter.I'm tired, too tired of all this shit rolling into my life, unceasingly.

To Irfan, I'm seriously truly sorry to make you cancelled your plans for today just for me but in the end but I can't make it to meet you up for a movie at town. I'm sorry.. Sigh, I've been turning you down,(since March I guess?) I know. I just feel bad.. =/

On the other hand, I just received a message reply via Facebook message from the ex. After 5 days I sent him that 2 paragraphs message, now then he replied. He just told me that he had been thinking of it and blah blah then till he's ready. Ergh, nevermind if you guys don't get what I mean. My oh my. Now, I'm starting to miss him(the ex- boyfriend). Arghhhhhhh, shitttttttttttttt.

As for now, I hope things will get better. Take care people.
well I've got school in the morning. I should get ready for bed.
(DXO)XOXO
P/s: I'm sooo LOVE with my new blog song! She's sooo damn amazing.

Boy in the beginning. It was me and you.
But then in the middle you went &changed the script. Took a pencil &erased my happy ending. Instead of loving you,I feel so sick
Babyyyyyyyy, tell me

2009-07-06T23:34:00.000-07:00

Hola.
Well,my life has been harsh towards me but it didn't put me into a crucial situation in giving up my life.(; I still have people loving me ;DD So, why should I? Problems stacking up in my head. I refused to settle it and push everything aside.

I know eversince the break up, I got myself haywire. I don't know why. I used to hate the ex for the sudden transition in my life. Turning into a miserable one. As days passed, I did manage to adapt myself in the new chapter. I was struggling at first but these good-hearted people around me are always there to help me dealing with it.Aww, I really appreciate them. Really (: The reason for me being harsh towards the ex was because I dont wanna him to have any clue about my life. Just yesterday, my mum asked me about him. Like, all of the sudden when we walked passed a chinese guy who kinda look like him. And today, I walked under the block where we usually hang out,and... Sigh.. You see, whenever I do/go, my mind will try to replay those sweet memories of us. Those promises made. Hopes given. But all goes down the drain in just a second. Im not dwelling. He was the one who took me into his life, and convince me he will not ever leave/hurt me in any way. Like as if I was the bad one; too possessive. Matter fact is, it's over &I'm done. I have to promise myself not to give him another chance because he just don't know how to treasure it. I love him whole-heartedly for 3 months but all turned into a waste. Replace me,if you can. You destroyed everything I used to have. We used to foresee us together in the future. But now, I guess you're just NOT the one for me. Never regret upon the decision that you have made. Never. Because it's over.

And to my dearest BFF and friend, Nurfiqah Shariff and Aqirah, my dearest girlfriends. Thanks for being there when I'm in need of someone. I promise i'll be there for you when times get rough.

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~NaAbEeLaH~:
Hello finaahh!!!!!!!!! anw! u noe finah wteve happens u dun dserve to b sad. seriously ! ahha, org yg buat kau sad tuh, hmmp! mmg kenek mintak tendang di misai nye. oke. anw sorie laa secare2 tbe2 aku chat gni. ahha. Uhmm, klw kau nid paper juz tell me n sorie lah. aku tk tau console org, but b strong oke! aku ader d cni utk muuuu ! okehh.. Uhmmm anw aku ckp byk ehh .. ahha sorie ganggu.
Hola, mi nombre es FINAH:
Oh tkpe. maseh bnyk2.. :D and,im okay now.. hopefully. haha, tkpe. ty.. :D

Nitro: break up pe? then what happen? need help, do ask.
Hola, mi nombre es FINAH: yes, but dont ask why. nvm, thanks for asking anw.. :D

Redha Nasuha: hello finah !! asl nie ?? mcm bad mood jek ?? whats wrong wit ur pm? asl nie? ure diff. u r like keeping something frm ?
Hola, mi nombre es FINAH: hello, no la nth. Dont have to worry. I just got nothing to do with *insert his name* (cause I dont wanna mention his name no more.) anymore.
Redha Nasuha: what !!! amcm blh gtu finah ?? when?? perfectly , he is waiting for that dy t break with u la gtu ?be patience je k finah ?? 1 learning point for u .dun give too high hopes on guys .
Hola, mi nombre es FINAH: Yes, I know. I learnt from it too. Thanks bestie. And I'm trying to.. (: *hugs*

P/s: Thank you for your concern. I really appreciate it. There's more, but I'm sorry I dont really have the time to reply all. Sorry if I had missed anyone of you out. (:
I'm off to do my homeoworks. Ciao
xoxo

2009-07-06T00:12:00.000-07:00

DONT ASK...

The break up.
What happened between the ex boyfriend &me.
Do I hate him.
If I can ever forget him.
Will I come back to him.
&lastly, do I still love him.

I'm just too sick and tired of this, really. &I can't deny it. I need my own cosy time without any reminiscing. It's really annoying whenever people shoot me with those questions above, repeatedly. About what cause of our break up, I shouldn't disclose it here. Inappropriate you see. I just want to bury everything in my memory but the scar will randomly caused the reminiscence. I don't hate him nor love him at this moment. Again, neutral feelings.

Go on &call me a bitch if you want to, blog readers. I don't lose nor gain anything. It's my life &I live it up myself. No point dwelling, it's just a waste of time.

It's a new semester tomorrow &I hate it.

2009-07-04T07:16:00.000-07:00

Hola !
Well, I just came home from the Cleand & Clear BFF photoshooting at Ngee Ann City and it was great. It was at Watsons. And a handful of passerby were like, stopped and looked at us? Paiseh paiseh =/ Time flew faster than expected and the photoshoot was great. Did the shoot with my BFF, Nurafiqah Shariff! The makeup artistes were quite pro. And there's this young lady, I forgot her name? But (cool name, who's accent was so stuck in my head, and still is, that my thoughts are in the australian accent) And I thought she's a Malay. (and she's super sweet!). I looked like crap today. Hahaha! For the photoshoot I didn't wear my specs. Cause I will be a geek. (Well, I am. ALWAYS.) LOL! &my eyes were soooooooo the damn sepet! (small eyes) ERGH!!I just hope it wasn't that bad for the rest of the 4 shoots, because still, I want more for my portfolio. Well, I had Chicken fried rice for late breakfast at Esteller,Far East first and got a good window shopping around the mall that we were allowed to chill at while waiting for the cameras to be set up.

Blah blah blah. Then headed home after that. I'm weird, I know. I'm happy and hyper at the first but quiet for some moment due to past memories I'm with him then cause we went to AX outlet to look at some new designs of tees. Maybe thats why everything felt so crappy but I like the word crap because it has a nice ring to it, and I wish my life were a fairytale and I'd ride off on a horse with my Prince in Shining Armour but that's not possible right now, because he's not even with me, for now and forever, I think?

Fuck you all.
&no mercy for those who cheat on love.
you deserve it, you know you do.
HAHAHA I'M MEAN AND I'M IN NO MOOD TO GIVE A SHIT.
Sunday: Shopping with family!
Monday: Gonna stay at home all day long &do my homeworks. POA &Maths. Boringgggggg.
Tuesday: Sch in morning. Gonna meet Irfan up in the afternoon. (hang out &he gonna help me out doing my POA hw.) ((:
P/S: Will upload the photoshoot pic when I'm done scanning the pic to my lappy.
&blogger is being sucha ASS. I can't upload the pichas. HAHA,lame.

I KNOW! My eyes! Damnnnn theeee sepeettttt! Erghh!

Sorry for the black thingy. Cause my dress was too short that when I rushed back to seat(cause it was self-timed), it captured my pink Calvin Klein boxer. LOL

Sexyyyyyy bestie!

Act cute or naturally cute? :D

2009-07-03T07:20:00.001-07:00

Hola!
I was solidly awkward the moment I'm back to singlehood. Now, I have to learn how to stand on my own and be independent. Things went so harsh for me but I know I have my friends and family to catch my back whenever I fall &in the need of help. I did my mistake twice and I swore upon myself that things will not repeat itself. And to that man, if you're reading this. I'm sorry for being cruel/heartless/whatever-you-want-to call-it, for making you feel unloved and neglected. I did my part by explaining and its up to you to accept that apology.

Life has been a bitch towards me. Like,seriously. Even so, spending my days away with my friends did some changes in it. There's too much shit in my head. Still, I refused to spare some thoughts about it. I had enough. It's too much..

In this entry, I would wanna thank my friends for the care and concern, the love and time that they sacrifised for me. To be in particular especially Nurafiqah Shariff(BFF), Aqirah, &Rizal. These three whom always be there whenever I need them. And not to forget the rest, does matter to me. Irfan, Nadirah, Ain , Nafisah and Rahdiah. Thank you. I hope that things will get better in time for me, Insya'Allah.
And to the ex boyfriend, I had enough hearing about you putting all the blames on me. Still, I dont hate you now. Neutral feelings, indeed. Although I feel horrible that day itself. Cried myself to sleep TWICE. I have no position to take revenge/punish you. I believe God will do his part.

I'm pretty excited for tmr photoshoot! Actually I am very very excited. HAHA! But, damn eyebags. Tomorrow can I just wear a paper bag over my head? Cause I don't think my concealer is industrial enough to cover these eye bags/dark circles. Fuck. Heading to town with BFF, Ngee Ann City for the photoshoot. ;DD
Bestie, thanks for being there. And sorry for a certain things I did/said. I LOVE YOU!

xoxo,Finah

2009-07-03T07:04:00.000-07:00

ALEXANDER TAN ZR
I'm Sorry, okay?
I didnt mean to hurt your feelings, really.
I just need you to understand.

2009-07-02T07:36:00.000-07:00

Today on our PATHETIC 3rd monthsary, things are over. Sadly &painful for me.
There's no more ALEX & FINAH. It's hard for me to live my life without you. I'll never forget those sweet memories when I'm with you. Those MSN chats, MSN live video calls, phone calls, Fb messages, bus rides, walking me home, hang outs, movies, long walks. You were ONCE my pillar of strength. Now, you're gone, I'm gonna put up a brave act infront of others. My dreams being with you 'FOREVER' didn't come true. You left me with a BROKEN HEART. And last words of ' I love you and take care'. I remember those time when I had my parent's teacher meeting. You were the one whom comfort me with your hug and kisses. I'm gonna miss staying up late in the night with you. Sharing random stuffs &all. I have no say. Sigh..

I'm tired in every aspect of life. Be it emotionally/physically. You just name it. I'm just too tired to fight for my rights. At this moment, I'm living in my very own world, feeling all so lonely. Wherever I go, I do; all by MYSELF. I'm running away from these ungrateful creature known as human beings. I can't seem to accept the damn fact. Cause I've made a mistake. A BIG HELL of mistake. I made you THE ONE. I've tried to give my very best in life but all they can do are complaining and put all the blames on me. They never tried to understand my needs nor did an effort to make my stressful day a lighter one (at least?). While I on the other hand, trying so hard to impress them, make them special in my life, accompany them when they're lonely and avoid from doing any deeds that might hurt their feelings. Yes, I'm v faithful and loyal to you. Still, I'm receiving the same old thing in return(Be it in the past especially). Tell me why should I not give up on everything? Just give me one convincing reason. Now at this moment, I don't even care if someone still cares for me or whatever it is. I told myself that not even a single soul knows how to take good care of my feelings other than myself. People do/can changed &I have to accept it. No matter what. I have to stop living in denial &I know, I'll stand on my own two feets, one day, without depending on others since they cannot give what's best for me, FOREVER. Why should I HELL CARE about others when they don't have a single thought about me. Agree? True enough? I hate my life. Matter fact is, it's INCOMPLETE and HURTFUL. Called yourself A MAN OF YOUR OWN WORD? HAHA! ROFL. Laugh at it v hard man! You're NOT even a man! If you're, you wouldn't want to hurt a someone's heart &made them cry. You would at least have do something to make it work. And the promises you made, it's NOTHING! Do reflect what you've done. (If you have heart.) I wish I can leave this shit behind me. Cause, people will start to cherish me only when I'm gone.

I'm feeling so heartbroken; With the things that you said.

2009-07-02T02:11:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 3RD MONTHSARY, SEXYLOVE!(:

Today is our 3rd monthsary! Oh. It's July 2nd, 2009 (Thursday) right now, and yet it is our 3rd monthsary. Well, I am so blissful that I have my sexylove in my life. Our relationship goes well eventhough how I am being sucha ass to him. Love goes around between the two of us. My days will be full of laughter so long as I've you with me(: We're both lucky that we met each other.Without expecting any things in returning. Whatever it is, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH SEXYLOVE! (:
&
I'm happy to have you with me.
thankyou my dear.(:

2009-07-02T01:34:00.001-07:00

I'm sorry bby for what I've done these days.
Yesterday; I kinda ignored you when you tried to smile and wave at me.
Today; You wanted to talk. But I proceeded to act like I didn't care.

I'm so truly sorry bby. If I had broke your heart and left you to feel so unloved. One thing that I want you to know is that, I'll love you like I always do.

FINAHALEX; Forever&always.

P/s: Will do a proper update later. Prolly tonight.

2009-07-01T01:38:00.000-07:00

OH MY! Is Megan Fox a transvestite/transexual?!
Is Megan Fox a man or transexual?! Oh no! I really hope not cause I've been hearing alot of rumours from my friends and even news!!
So conclusion, is Megan Fox a transexual?
I'm convinced she's not a tranny, but my friends kept showing me news source that Megan Fox said she's a man.

So the conclusion is, is she a man?

Well the conclusion for me is: -
Megan Fox is an actress and she should be judged for her acting &NOT her personal life.A lot of famous people that carve attention from the Media say things they don't mean. And I don't believe that such a sexy woman as she is a tranny anw!I don't know what to believe and I don't either wish to know cause it is her life and she is the decision-maker.

So, general conclusion:
DON'T expect to find the truth. Lol.
;)

-
So today was the third day of school for the new term after the June vacation. Hmm, life's been a lil' rocky lately as I need to catch up ALOT of things. POA hws in NOT even completed yet. -___- & today school was just an okay. Had 2 periods of English and 2 periods of Maths. o.O But I don't wanna think about it. Neither do I want any one's sympathy. Because everyone seems to be busy with their own set of problems, &yes I understand. Thus, I keep myself busy with school assignments. Sometimes thou. Lol. And honestly, I hate it. I hate the feeling of flying into all those things and seems to be stuck in em'. But I can't do much. I gotta bear with it.

Well, sometimes I think girls can be really selfish. No, not selfish like stingy towards friends or family. But selfish towards our boyfriend. Weird? Agree? True? But seriously, just because we're on a random day we feel a bit moody we won't entertain 'em. We don't really look at him neither do we talk to him when we're pissed about something for a moment. But even though we're being irritating at times, we do know he do love us truly deep down inside.

Bby, I'm sorry I kinda ignored you today. Act as if you're not even there. Sorry.. But sexylove, I know you still love me although I was being such an ass. Heh :DDDD Ilysfm!

So back, alright for now I shall not dwell in my insecurities and look at the positive side. At least, my boyfriend still loves me. Awww. HAHA ;D At least, I have my mom and bestfriends with me. At least I have my beloved classmates with me. That all that I could ever wish for.

P/s: I'm so glad to have my Tuesday P.e lesson at the same time as sexylove's class. Yay ;D I can see him!

Have a good day everyone. Gtg to have my sushiiiii! ;D
xoxo

2009-06-30T08:48:00.000-07:00

I miss you each day in my life
I miss you each time you leave
I miss you each time you say goodbye

I miss everything about you
I miss your smile and your laughter
I miss your tender touch of humour

I miss your gentleness and kindness
I miss you when you leave my sight
I miss you all the time

I miss you when you’re so far away
I miss you with all my heart

I miss you in my thoughts
I miss you at my side

I miss looking at your eyes
I miss your kisses and your touch
I miss you so much
I miss you every moment

I miss you everyday
I miss you soooo much, sexylove!

I Love You!

xoxo,Finah

2009-06-27T02:17:00.000-07:00

Hola. Sorry for the lack updates. Decided to update before all the happenings in my life recently has gone stale. Hehe ;)But it'll just be a brief one cause I'm lazy to go into details ;PAnyway, am pretty busy with my school work, friends, bf & some family affair. My weekends with beloved family were fantaboulous (fantastic+fabolous) indeed! :D :D *big big biggggggg smile!*I find my life is getting more fun than ever. I don't know why. Outings with my beloved are one of the reason. Or maybe it's because im meeting alot of new friends. Cool aye? Lol.

Friday;We went to grandlink over at paya lebar to karaoke w Redha, Rizal, Nafisah and Ika. Singgggggggg sanggggggg sungggggg. Sumpah, I hate Grandlink Square karaoke okay. Pfft! Pathetic nak mampos! Then we headed to Orchard to catch a movie. Megan Fox. Sibeh hot sia. I think her boobs almost fell off while she was running. (?) Lol, wth? So went to catch Transformers:Revenge of the fallen yesterday at Cineleisure w Redha and her ex bf, Rizal. Maha semangat I know. So we being typical singaporeans go kiu lor. It was extremely action packed but it was an awesome movie &prolly one of the best one's I've seen in a while. So like standard ah tickets selling pretty fast and poor us had to seat at the 5th row I think? ): What you expect TRANSFORMERS sia. We end up buying the 5pm show. While waiting, we had our late lunch at Lucky Plaza. My chicken noodle was ergh-not-nice.and reached home at 11 plus pm.
ZOMBIES.
haha. OK lame.

Saturday;Home alone. Dad and lil bro went out. Grandparents had to attend a wedding ceremony at Bukit Batok. So, I'm off to finish up my homeworks NOW. (Hope so, ALL.) -_-

I'm sorry for not replying any msges yesterday.I cant think/or have the energy to type. sorry.

Redha Nasuha, myself (; , Fee, Ika.

Fee busy searching for English songs. And me myself smiling at the cam! ;D

Redha.

Ika & Fee.

Myself (;

Rizal.

Ika.

Haha, Redha! You're on CANDID ;PPP

Self timer. (L-R) Ika, Rizal, Fee, Redha and myself (;

Pretty Fee ;D and Redha extra ehhh. HAHA

Ceh, feeling2 sehhhh. HAH

Ah ye la, cute la tu ehhhhh.

Candid Fee ;P

Stand tall; Redha. Outside Grandlink.

Myself and Redha :D

Outside Grandlink Square

Myself again :))

Since pri school. Myself, Redha, Fee :D

With the DOUBLE-F. Finah & Fee.

Ika and Fee.

HAHAHAH! Menyampah ah! LOL

Oppsssxz. Censored siol Rizal! Nak kiss jek! ;PPPPP

;PPPP

<3.

ciao.

xoxo

2009-06-27T02:03:00.000-07:00

Overdue Pichas.
My Saturday & Sunday ;D
Saturday; Malaysia shopping trip!
Sunday; MAKAN! Celebrated Aunty Linda's birthday then went to eat durian at Jurong West. I was the ONLY person in my family who doesn't eat durian. Weird but true.

Saturday.

A total candid captured by lil bro-________-

Opssxzx. Look at the behind mannequin =/

I was sooo tired then. Thank God there's a comfy couch! =D
Sunday.

Tom yummmmmmmmmm. Yummy.

My bitchy cousin. Nurul Shahirah.

Uncle Boy. Oppppzxsx. CANDID! ;p

Ohhhhhhh, caught ya! There's zit! ;PPPPP

2009-06-19T02:25:00.000-07:00

Besties,Friends. Ty for the suggestions.
It's final. And I've got to respect him.
I realized too, that having a long distance relationship, we should not rush anything. And I've learnt many things from it.
Shouldn't have let the/focus on my sadness and anger too much.
Frustration will not last forever.
Gotta give and take.
Shouldn't feel guilty over things.
Be strong. Althou it's hard for me.
And that patience is virtue.

It doesn't get easier. But I know, we must keep our love strong. I'm weak at this. But Im really trying my best to understand your situation. I know how it feels. I feel your pain. Love conquers all of it. And I'm pretty much in love with you.
Sexylove, sorry and i love you.

Saturday and Sunday I'm gonna be very busy with my family. So take care guys and have a great weeked.

:D
ciao
xoxo

2009-06-18T01:42:00.000-07:00

Understood.
Love is wanting happiness and everything that is good. For both parties. Knowing that he is happy is all I need. It's about sacrifice. Bby pls. Pretty pls convince your dad.

I am slightly not myself & i have no idea what i'm doing half the time now but that isn't stopping me from anything! not anymore! today, anything and everything is possible! or so i think, in this state of mine!
thanks buddy, youre my new friend! ;D
& i love you bestfriend! (btw)

xxxxxxx.

2009-06-16T01:34:00.000-07:00

Currently at Starbucks, Northpoint.
So my weekend were great! I love my family.
Saturday: Slacked at home. Read my Meg Cabot book at the living room couch. Did my maths homework but not yet complete. Heh. Fetch mummy at Khatib mrt but before that, we went for our dinner at MacDonald. Had McChicken meal. HAPPY kid! Haha! ;D Mummy bought me a new Creative speakers for my lappy(at an attractive price. GSS babyyyyy! ;D ;D) but too bad will not install it for the time being. I need to STUDY -.- Instead I plug in my Ipod touch to it. Wow! The sound, was GREAT!Good sound for the cost. Esp the bass tuner. I was so amazed by the sound quality and the coolness of the product. The sound is very good and very clear. I turn it up loud enough that all of my family could hear it as they worked around the house. LOL. And my whole family will be like listening to my favourite weird music genre. Funny. Which meant all of us ended up listening to it. Hah, just one word for it; WOW. And thanks mummy. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! ;D
Sunday: Tuition in the morning. Shopping at Orchard Road in the afternoon! (Yay!) Bought Reef and Gallaz Hot pink flippys (Haha, I bought 2 flippys at one go. And idk for what? Haha, nvm. It's PINK! HOT PINK! So yeah, it's on sale furthermore.), Zara tops (I can't get enough of 'em. I want to buy 2 more tops. Will get it soon thou. heh (; ), a Faded skinny (I wanna get those F21 grey skinny for my next shopping trip) and a new nail polish. Dad bought mummy a Chanel black watch (it cost a bomb, mind you its Chanel. But there's discounts thou) *Jealous* Haha! How sweet. And I just realised Emma Watsons wore the SAME watch as mummy in this month Seventeen issue! Lol! ;D Head down to Versace, Aunty Linda worked there. So we just take a look on the things. The price, Walaowei. HAHA! Thousands to hundrefs over thousands siolllll. Next we went for lunch at Esteller, Far East Plaza. Then we went for ice cream. It was alright. I was pretty pissed that they mixed my 2 ice cream flavours together but next time, I know what to do. HAHA.

So many things to do during these 2 weeks. Its supposed to be a holiday but it doesn't seem like one now. plus, I've to study, holiday assignments needs to be done, outing with bf and darling friends, family and holiday. Ah fuck how?!
& I'm thinking of skipping my tuition. Hahahaha I'm in so much deep shit this June. I soo miss my sexylove Edison Chen. How ah? LOL.

Tomorrow I'm going to Bugis with Mummy, lil bro and grandmum to get my Hari raya kain? haha! I wanna get PINK!! Oh, how cute if for my Hari Raya, I get my sexylove to come on over to celebrate it with me wearing baju kurung. Cute rigtttttttttt? Lol ;D And Saturday, I'm going to Malaysia to do shopping, again! HAHA! Im sucha HAPPY girl. ;D

Sexylove is having a high fever. Take care of yourself alright bby. Rest well. Don't over work. If you can't online, it's okay. I understand. Drink lotsa plain water and dont forget to take your medicine. Get well soon dear. I love you! (;
Okay, that's it. I gotta go now. Need to finish up my ice blended chocolate drink and I'm off home. Take care hunney bunnies. Have a great weekend.
anyway, picturesss, I will upload them in Facebook prolly next week.
meow moew woof woff squeak.

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Ciao.
xoxo, Finah. <3

Taka toiletttt.

Lil bro, Putri, Shahirah, myself (;

Wideeeeeeeeee smile.

Ohhhhhhhhhh, HOT DUDE! Over there! LOL, jk.

2009-06-13T11:47:00.000-07:00

Oh God.
I think sexylove is kinda angry with me?
FUCKKKK!
I'm sorry bby. We shouldn't have let a bitch destroy us.
Let's talk.

I'm tired. Plus, sad. Plus, worried. PLUS I'm scared!
Arghhhhhh! Fuck you! I'm sorry I just feel like saying this all the time. ( yeah I know people might find it hell offensive. I hereby apologised.)

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2009-06-13T02:49:00.000-07:00

I love you.
You know I do.
<3

xoxo

2009-06-12T10:10:00.000-07:00

Is this silly?
I don't want you to be pull away.
The distance is hard, for me.
Absence could make a heart grow fonder.
OR
Out of sight, out of mind.
Lastly, where do our relationship stands?

Hell NOOO!
Just take it easy.
Time is good for the soul.
We will appreciate each other more.

Gfs(my support system), thanks for being with me. You girls have never fail to make my day! Love you girls many2!
More outings pls! (prolly next week?) Am in need to feel occupied. Besides, doing school assignments and study(like everyone knows that?ha.)

And Yay, weekend are here!
(Sorry for the mixed feeling post)
Finally. Feeling the pinch of tired. I'm off to have my beauty sleep. So nitey nites everyone. Muah!
Love and misses.

xoxo, FINAHALEX;always and forever.

x

2009-06-11T10:34:00.001-07:00

O God.
I will try.

x.

2009-06-11T00:39:00.000-07:00

Yoo hola! Slept at 1 plus am yesternight. Reason chat -ed with sexylove! ;) Actually I don't wanna go to bed. I wanted to chat with him till the sun rise. BUT. Itouch is being a bitch. Batt suddenly just left with 10%! Ass. So woke up at 12 plus noon today. Ha. But I feel good yesternight. Like nothing can bother me but this bad stomach I'm having and for the fact that my chocolate (Kinder bueno) craving is getting more intense as the secs pass by me. Well, at least Mars chocolate cut down the craving percentage I'm having. Lol. Oh yeah, I dreamt last night that I drowned. Sexylove saved me (after I lost any ability to move). Sweet huh? Haha. I think my dreams are really retarded but it's nice to be saved once in a while. Heh. And I guess I know why I dreamt about sexylove. Cause yesternight, he told me he dreamt about me during one of the days he was in camp. Cute huh. Haha, so maybe that's why I dreamt about him ^_^

Oh God! I am so bored with school holiday assignment right now. Accounting is uninspiring. Idk why suddenly I feel like doing it. Whateverrrr.
I WANT:
Hannah Montana The Movie CD soundtrack (sounds childish, no? Ha.)
Chicken soup for the soul ( I'm starting to read self-help books. Good thing, yes?)
Panasonic striking PINK earpiece. My Apple white earpiece is boringgg. Ha.
Bebe and Armani exchange new tees!
More, more and more dresses! ;D ( Told ya, I've become more feminine) lol
That Aldo killer heels! (Gosh, it's pretty!)
Hot and gorgeous Sony cybershot dig cam. This can wait thou. (Aint for a rush. Cause I still have my Canon dig cam)
Go for a karaoke session with gfs! (prolly it will be tmr?heh.)
Okay, that's it. For now. Haha!

Ciao
xoxo